Unseen scars caress my soul
Bring me back and make me whole
In the darkness I'm alone
As emptyness is now full grown
And all I ever wanted was
To just be worthy of your love
© 2004
Monday, June 28, 2004
One Thing Left
He stole my heart
But it's ok
I trust him not to break it
He sold my soul
But it's ok
With him here I can make it
He stole a kiss
But it's ok
Like angels from above
I've one thing left
But it's ok
I think I'll give him love
© 2004
But it's ok
I trust him not to break it
He sold my soul
But it's ok
With him here I can make it
He stole a kiss
But it's ok
Like angels from above
I've one thing left
But it's ok
I think I'll give him love
© 2004
Saturday, June 26, 2004
Secrets Unknown
I'm dreaming, Believing
Unknowing, It's growing
I'm screaming, Still dreaming
It tears me Apart
My anger, I'm glowing
But fighting, Exciting
My tempurature's Rising
You're breaking My heart
Confusion, Illusions, Imagine The feeling
I'm watching The ceiling
Please just don't Crash down
Don't worry, This furry
Is hidden And buried
This music, I use it To calm myself Down
I cried it Subsides and There's no Evidence
It seems my Behavior has No residence
And so I Bestow upon Those who will Keep it
My heart, and My soul, and My body in Secret
I'll explain The insane
It's my brain That's the problem
It's hidden, Forbidden Like Pandora's Box
I here have The key that Will open the Locks
An so Here it is, What I've Hidden with fear
A secret I've told you With every last Tear
© 2004
Unknowing, It's growing
I'm screaming, Still dreaming
It tears me Apart
My anger, I'm glowing
But fighting, Exciting
My tempurature's Rising
You're breaking My heart
Confusion, Illusions, Imagine The feeling
I'm watching The ceiling
Please just don't Crash down
Don't worry, This furry
Is hidden And buried
This music, I use it To calm myself Down
I cried it Subsides and There's no Evidence
It seems my Behavior has No residence
And so I Bestow upon Those who will Keep it
My heart, and My soul, and My body in Secret
I'll explain The insane
It's my brain That's the problem
It's hidden, Forbidden Like Pandora's Box
I here have The key that Will open the Locks
An so Here it is, What I've Hidden with fear
A secret I've told you With every last Tear
© 2004
Vicious Circle
I feel like I'm drowning
They know I can't swim
It fills up my insides
And pours out my skin
A depressing substance
This darkness within
Replacing the blood in
My veins, I begin
To feel intense pressure
Building up and then
I watch the tears fall
As it happens again
© 2004
PAST COMMENTS
that poem is awesome
Posted 6/26/2004 3:42 PM by evanescence15
They know I can't swim
It fills up my insides
And pours out my skin
A depressing substance
This darkness within
Replacing the blood in
My veins, I begin
To feel intense pressure
Building up and then
I watch the tears fall
As it happens again
© 2004
PAST COMMENTS
that poem is awesome
Posted 6/26/2004 3:42 PM by evanescence15
No One Knows
I am sorry you don't know and you can't understand me. Here's my story take it slow. Reality can't handle me. You think you can then try. I'll warn you not to put your hand on my hip or thigh. Not on my ass or back and please don't touch my lips. Cause something "bad" goes through my mind with ever finger tip you use to find the spot at best you choose to rub me the right way. But in the end I lose myself and then we're on our way.
I am sorry you don't know and you can't understand me. Here's my story take it slow. Reality can't handle me. You think you can then try. I'll warn you not to show me fire or blades of any kind. 'Cause you don't know the things that will start running through my mind. Death does cross my mind at times. When this crooked tale begins to unwind then soon you'll understand how disturbed I really am. And yes I know I can't spell worth a damn.
I am sorry you don't know and you can't understand me. Here's my story take it slow. Reality can't handle me. You think you can then try. I'll warn you not to talk to me when I'm in a bad mood. Because I lose control you see and I tend to be crude. And when I'm rather quiet I don't talk no not a word. You know there's something wrong when only wimpers can be heard. I will not act I'll push you back. I wish you to console me. But even though I ask for help don't think you can control me.
© 2004
I am sorry you don't know and you can't understand me. Here's my story take it slow. Reality can't handle me. You think you can then try. I'll warn you not to show me fire or blades of any kind. 'Cause you don't know the things that will start running through my mind. Death does cross my mind at times. When this crooked tale begins to unwind then soon you'll understand how disturbed I really am. And yes I know I can't spell worth a damn.
I am sorry you don't know and you can't understand me. Here's my story take it slow. Reality can't handle me. You think you can then try. I'll warn you not to talk to me when I'm in a bad mood. Because I lose control you see and I tend to be crude. And when I'm rather quiet I don't talk no not a word. You know there's something wrong when only wimpers can be heard. I will not act I'll push you back. I wish you to console me. But even though I ask for help don't think you can control me.
© 2004
Friday, June 25, 2004
Alone
Alone
Forgotten again
No one knew
I cried that night
Alone
Unheard Unseen
They Don't see
The pain I'm in
Alone
Don't look
The blood flows
Please ignore my scars
Alone
I'm scared
Please don't leave
I need you here
Alone?
Not anymore
You saw through
And loved me too
© 2004
Forgotten again
No one knew
I cried that night
Alone
Unheard Unseen
They Don't see
The pain I'm in
Alone
Don't look
The blood flows
Please ignore my scars
Alone
I'm scared
Please don't leave
I need you here
Alone?
Not anymore
You saw through
And loved me too
© 2004
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Someday But Not Today
Someday I'll fix
These broken wings
Someday but not today
Someday I'll find
The better things
Someday but not today
Someday I'll learn
To fly again
Someday but not today
Someday I'll even
Try again
Someday but not today
Someday the light
Will shine and I
Will spread my wings
And fly so high
My broken heart
Will finally mend
Someday but not today
© 2004
PAST COMMENTS
wow, did you write these? Very deep and I like them alot!! And I am sure you'll get a chance to prove your love and how great of a girlfriend you'll be. I know you will.. just give it time and it will turn out to be the best!!! Ashley K.
Posted 6/22/2004 9:04 PM by mysticeyes747
Yea, some people got really annoyed by my entries about Daniel... but i mean I guess I can't blame them lol. but you are right it is MY xanga. And thanks for your comment lol later Ashley K.
Posted 6/23/2004 11:00 AM by mysticeyes747
haha lol yeah sure, take the pictures if ya want. not even mine. lol if i like 'em, i take 'em. PASS IT AROUND!
Posted 6/23/2004 12:21 PM by Wilted_Rose14
love your poetry.... your very talented. :)
Posted 6/24/2004 1:38 AM by Rezu
These broken wings
Someday but not today
Someday I'll find
The better things
Someday but not today
Someday I'll learn
To fly again
Someday but not today
Someday I'll even
Try again
Someday but not today
Someday the light
Will shine and I
Will spread my wings
And fly so high
My broken heart
Will finally mend
Someday but not today
© 2004
PAST COMMENTS
wow, did you write these? Very deep and I like them alot!! And I am sure you'll get a chance to prove your love and how great of a girlfriend you'll be. I know you will.. just give it time and it will turn out to be the best!!! Ashley K.
Posted 6/22/2004 9:04 PM by mysticeyes747
Yea, some people got really annoyed by my entries about Daniel... but i mean I guess I can't blame them lol. but you are right it is MY xanga. And thanks for your comment lol later Ashley K.
Posted 6/23/2004 11:00 AM by mysticeyes747
haha lol yeah sure, take the pictures if ya want. not even mine. lol if i like 'em, i take 'em. PASS IT AROUND!
Posted 6/23/2004 12:21 PM by Wilted_Rose14
love your poetry.... your very talented. :)
Posted 6/24/2004 1:38 AM by Rezu
Broken Heart, Tortured Soul
Wandering
Thoughtlessly
Lost as I go
Into the fire
And out
The cold snow
An angel has fallen
Torn heart
Broken wings
But what
Was the cause of
These terrible things
Torture
Betrayal
Mistrust and mislead
This was the cause
Now this angel
Is dead
© 2004
Thoughtlessly
Lost as I go
Into the fire
And out
The cold snow
An angel has fallen
Torn heart
Broken wings
But what
Was the cause of
These terrible things
Torture
Betrayal
Mistrust and mislead
This was the cause
Now this angel
Is dead
© 2004
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Broken
Cast to the shadows
Sealed with my fate
I loved you once
But now it's too late
Torn piece by piece
Scattered cross the land
While my broken heart
Still pulsing in your hand
Sacrifice my soul to keep
Now I lay me down to sleep
Laying down my crimson head
Bleeding... bleeding... bleeding... DEAD
© 2004
PAST COMMENTS
wow... dats so powerful- dis feeling- man! i felt dat b4.. props..keep it up!
Posted 6/20/2004 4:34 PM by romeo_n_juliet_aznstyle
nice poem =)! and THANKYOU for the cutting comment! atleast somebody understands unlike whoever the fucking hell she was.... damn her! lol. anyway... ttyl! lylasciao
Posted 6/21/2004 12:24 AM by Wilted_Rose14
tat's a nice poem..
Well hope your having a good week
well have a good week
*comment back*
-joo young kwon
Posted 6/21/2004 3:35 AM by Joo108
yo random propz... cools syte.. awesome song.. Im luvin it! hah
Posted 6/22/2004 4:53 AM by DaRk_pHyTo
Sealed with my fate
I loved you once
But now it's too late
Torn piece by piece
Scattered cross the land
While my broken heart
Still pulsing in your hand
Sacrifice my soul to keep
Now I lay me down to sleep
Laying down my crimson head
Bleeding... bleeding... bleeding... DEAD
© 2004
PAST COMMENTS
wow... dats so powerful- dis feeling- man! i felt dat b4.. props..keep it up!
Posted 6/20/2004 4:34 PM by romeo_n_juliet_aznstyle
nice poem =)! and THANKYOU for the cutting comment! atleast somebody understands unlike whoever the fucking hell she was.... damn her! lol. anyway... ttyl! lylasciao
Posted 6/21/2004 12:24 AM by Wilted_Rose14
tat's a nice poem..
Well hope your having a good week
well have a good week
*comment back*
-joo young kwon
Posted 6/21/2004 3:35 AM by Joo108
yo random propz... cools syte.. awesome song.. Im luvin it! hah
Posted 6/22/2004 4:53 AM by DaRk_pHyTo
I Want To Be
I want to be beautiful
And make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart
And be amazed
I want to be unusual
And put you in a daze
Look inside my soul
And you'll be fazed
I want to be trusted
And make you believe
Look up to the
Crimson sky above
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
I just wanna be worthy
Of your love.
© 2004
And make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart
And be amazed
I want to be unusual
And put you in a daze
Look inside my soul
And you'll be fazed
I want to be trusted
And make you believe
Look up to the
Crimson sky above
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
I just wanna be worthy
Of your love.
© 2004
Why...
OK that's it I don’t know what else to do so I’m going to complain here..... I can't scream I can't hit things I can't cuss god damnit I can't let anything out! Why does it bug me so much?! WHY?! It's not supposed to matter! Fuckin... god damnit! I don't like feeling so angry! Upset then sad! That’s how it always is! I'm tired of it I can't do what I need to do to let out my anger without causing my parents to question me or getting in trouble! So it builds up to the point where it bursts hence the tears god Fuckin damnit! I hate it! I don't enjoy it and anyway it shouldn't matter this much!
Why...
Why does it matter
Why do I care
Why do I sit here crying
Wishing you were there
I don't know why I'm here
And I don't know what to do
I'm tired of spending all my time
Sitting here thinking of you
It's Meaningless and Pointless
And you won't care anyway
Everytime you leave me
I beg and plead you stay
So still I sit here shivering
And lost without a clue
And I'll continue sitting, crying,
Thinking only of you
© 2004
Why...
Why does it matter
Why do I care
Why do I sit here crying
Wishing you were there
I don't know why I'm here
And I don't know what to do
I'm tired of spending all my time
Sitting here thinking of you
It's Meaningless and Pointless
And you won't care anyway
Everytime you leave me
I beg and plead you stay
So still I sit here shivering
And lost without a clue
And I'll continue sitting, crying,
Thinking only of you
© 2004
What If?
What if I was wrong and I wasn't ment to cry
I broke the rules so my wings were clipped.
I could no longer fly, torn from the sky I fell. In love.
What if it was all my fault he didn't really love me.
My fault I cared so much to feel his touch and warmth.
For longing to be within the comfort of his arms.
My fault for wanting to be cared for, to feel safe. To be loved.
What if I was in the way of their love. I delayed it with tears.
I was given shelter for pity. He felt sorry for my broken spirit.
Pity only goes so far for this fallen star was left to die.
What if I could change. What if I was her. What if he really loved me.
Shattered dreams, tortured souls, crippled hearts. All too sensless to stop trying.
Fade away slowly forgotten by many, cared for by few. Missed by no one and crushed by all.
What if he loved me... What if I was you... What if... What if... but dreams never come true...
© 2005
I broke the rules so my wings were clipped.
I could no longer fly, torn from the sky I fell. In love.
What if it was all my fault he didn't really love me.
My fault I cared so much to feel his touch and warmth.
For longing to be within the comfort of his arms.
My fault for wanting to be cared for, to feel safe. To be loved.
What if I was in the way of their love. I delayed it with tears.
I was given shelter for pity. He felt sorry for my broken spirit.
Pity only goes so far for this fallen star was left to die.
What if I could change. What if I was her. What if he really loved me.
Shattered dreams, tortured souls, crippled hearts. All too sensless to stop trying.
Fade away slowly forgotten by many, cared for by few. Missed by no one and crushed by all.
What if he loved me... What if I was you... What if... What if... but dreams never come true...
© 2005
Eternal Rest
Lost is my soul
Stolen, my heart
Hold me now
Though forever we part
The end has drawn near
You ask me to wait
But death is my love
My love is my fate
©2004
Stolen, my heart
Hold me now
Though forever we part
The end has drawn near
You ask me to wait
But death is my love
My love is my fate
©2004
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