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Written for A Project in Afr.-Amer. Humanities

People crying, daddies dying,
someone send our soldiers home.
They want us out. They scream and shout,
but we won’t leave the war alone.
Gas prices are rising while Bush just keeps lying.
Still trying to gain our respect and our trust.
Is it too late to take it all back?
To help all the victims, to end this war?
Is it too late to rewind the tape?
And what the hell are we fighting for?
Nothing… but a power struggle.
Our world was dying without bushes help,
but the number of deaths this year is tragic.
It’ll take much more than a miracle
if only we had the magic.
The touch that chills us to the bones
with the thought that our soldiers will never come home
That this war never ending will leave us fighting
our own reflection in the mirror
Tossing and turning in our beds. We can’t sleep
for the fear that we may kill ourselves in the night.
And if we make it through the night
surely we will meet our downfall
at the hand of the weapons of mass destruction we call our government.
© 2005

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You said I didn't do anything wrong
I guess at least you're honest
You said you liked to turn me on
I guess at least you're honest
You said you wouldn't get me that
I guess at least you're honest
You told me that I wasn't fat
I guess at least you're honest
You said you loved me every day
I'm guessing you were honest
You said you'd never go away
Are you sure that you're honest?

Was I fooled by a kiss?
'Cause my eyes were closed
was I too blind to see
through the lies you told?
In your arms I was warm
but your touch was cold
and your eyes, blue like ice
sparkled just like gold.
You said I was the one
though you never told
such a thing to your ex
'cause you're getting bold.
This is getting old.
© 2005

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So are you a liar? A user? Abuser?
Are you a fake? Are you just confused?
Are you pathetic? Should I just forget it?
Should I walk away now? Should I just pretend?
Did you just want her back again?
And are we even still just friends?
You said you didn't care for her.
You said you weren't where you were.
So did you love me like you said?
Would you even care if I were dead?
© 2005

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A free verse is supposed to be a poem that doesn't necessarily rhyme that just pours your emotions onto a piece of paper or a xanga entry as the case may be. They also tend to suck. Well... not all of them... but this one probably will.

So is it over?
Is this what I looked forward to everyday?
The happiness, the love, the fear, and the pain.
I was afraid I wasn't good enough but you said I was.
I was so happy every time you put your arms around me.
Every time you kissed me, every time I felt your warm embrace.
I melted in you arms each day and dreamed of us each night.
I love the way you touched me. The way your eyes sparkled
even when you were angry. You told me I was beautiful.
I was afraid you would get bored with me. You said no way.
You said you didn't like me, you loved me. Is it, was it ever true?
Maybe I was blinded by what I thought was love?
Maybe. I was fooled into thinking someone cared.
But I'd do it again just to be with you. I'll play your fool.
I'll be the loser in this game falling deeper into insanity,
farther away from and out of love's grasp.
© 2005

Tada. Yup I know it sucked ass. It's just how I feel.One minute you say you love me, you kiss me, and we go to class. Three hours later you're yelling at me to get away from you. You hangout all week with a girl you've been bashing like hell. You go to a play and make up with your ex who you just called a bitch earlier this week saying if she wants you back that's Bullshit and funny as hell. If you loved me you wouldn't have yelled at me. If you loved me you'd talk to me. If you loved ME you'd say so.

Remember... August 23, 2005...... September 12, 2005...... October 9, 2005...... October 23, 2005...... November 27, 2005...... December 11, 2005...... December 14, 2005..... Is it over?

Still Going On

Guess who's coming today... Avery... Blargh

This is the poem I had to write for Humanities just decided to put it on here... It's supposed to go to a song. The Clips of the song are here: http://scriptorium.lib.duke.edu/sgo/start.html

Still Going On

When it all began they had a plan
to take us away to a foreign land
and make us work with foot and hand.
We were beaten, never broken.

Fighting, forced to fight,
we fought a war against each other.
Freedom came, promises made.
A mule and 40 acres they say.

No more working for no pay.
No struggling to live each day.
We’ll work for ourselves.
We’ll live life our way.

But we are those who have no voice.
We are those without a choice.
Share croppers and maids are we.
But maybe one day we be free.
© 2005

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thats not very nice.
Posted 1/3/2006 4:01 PM by OOERxiiSxMiiNE

thats not very nice.
Posted 1/3/2006 4:01 PM by OOERxiiSxMiiNE

Untitled 77

Depression, obsession, and all that's within
if this is the end then where did it begin?
If we spend our whole lifetime reliving the past
we'll never know how to make the present last
and by over thinking every small situation
you'll miss out in experiencing essential sensations.
When you hate what you see when you look in the mirror
and everything seems to go wrong
© 2005

Untitled 76

We aren't really talking about the same things, are we?
If it gets disagreeable, let's say goodbye to tomorrow.
If I'm gonna lose no matter how long I wait
I'll start over, and say goodbye to now.
Everybody wants something they can cradle,
but they don't know I burn. That's the way it goes.
Burning message, be careful for what you wish for.
You might just get it... follow the reaper.
© 2005

"Maybe I'm just paranoid."

I think I'm cynical. Maybe just a little but I
I think I'm lyrical enough to be destroyed because I'm
Paranoid! I-I-I think I'm paranoid. Maybe just a little.

I am no miracle. I wasn't braught to life on purpose.
I'm just not biblical 'cause I don't see it's worth
I think I'm paranoid! I'm just so paranoid. Maybe just a bit.

But if you love me then you'll walk these streets behind me.
'Cause I'm too paranoid to let you walk beside me.
And if you need me then you'll tell me in a letter.
'Cause I'm not gonna get no better baby
Don't you understand me when I say you drive me crazy crazy paranoid!

I'm so invinsible and irresistable. But you can see right through my eyes
to my soul deep inside no matter how I try to hide I'm paranoid.
You think I'm paranoid.

Paranoid! I'm paranoid! I think I'm paranoid!
So step away from me you make me paranoid!
I think I'm paranoid! 'Cause I don't think you love me baby
Everynight you drive me crazy. Maybe maybe maybe I'm just paranoid...
© 2005

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I don't think there's room for me in this world. I just don't seem to fit in at all. I'm black but I'm "not black enough" for the black people at my school. I don't talk like I guess I'm "supposed to" or whatever. I don't dress like I'm "supposed to" I don't know how to do all those dances. Sure I know how to freak dance but I don't really know how to do the stuff you see in video's and stuff. And I've seen them dance at my school. Not to sound racist or whatever but it's like all the "White girls" freak dance but they don't seem to know what they're doing. All the "Black girls" not only freak dance and do it well but we or should I say they do all these other awesome things that I guess is sort of just part of our culture. But I can't do it... Plus they all know how to fight. I can fight sort of. I can kick some peoples asses but I know who I can and can't beat. I'm not about to get myself into anything I know for a fact I can't handle. If I think I can then bring it on. Adrenaline rush when I'm pissed comes in handy also. Plus I do what I have to to win. When I'm angry I lose it. I don't seem to have the confidence that most of the "black people" at my school have either. I don't fit in with my own people... I "act too white", But I don't really fit in there either. It seems like all you have to do when you're white is think you're all that, demand what you want and do whatever you have to to get it, be a whore sometimes, flip your long straight hair, pout, flutter your eyelashes, or cry and you get what you want or who you want. Seems like you can sit there and bask in fake misery pretend you don't know you're beautiful and guys flock to you. I can't go chill with the Asians they think I'm a wanna be because I like anime and manga and video games and I know a few little things in Chinese and Japanese (not much just random stuff that doesn't really form much of a sentence). I find the culture interesting and for that I guess I'm just a wannabe to them. I guess I'm a wanna be to everyone. I just don't fit in. I don't have enough fire to be black. I'm not enough of a tease to be white. I'm not smart enough to be Asian. I don't fit in with any of the stereotypical races. And that's great. But no one really want's someone like that. It's supposed to be so cool to not fit in. It's supposed to be really awesome when you find someone who's actually really truly genuine and original. But when you find that person there's no one else like them and they don't fit in. I'm just not good enough for this world. But I'm stuck here. They say death can save you. I don't want that. I'd rather live in misery than die to achieve a false sense of happiness.




It isn't right for me
to paint your picture every night...
But I do. The silent scream for freedom.
The voice of those who no one hears.
Tired of all the judgement.
People telling Truth and Lies,
Stories of love, lust, and passion.
Stories of hate, anger, and insanity.
Poets never cry, a view into the soul
departing into death, distorted lullabys.
If loving you is suicide I'm not afraid to die.
Drowning in shallow water 'cause I'm too deep to swim.
Painting visions with words, black on white crime
is spilling from a broken heart and mind.
'Cause when confusion lies
we're all drawn in, we all become so blind.
And in my bedroom secret screams,
a silent wish, a hidden dream.
I want to make the whole world see
the tears and blood in poetry
becomes the same flowing through me.
What you want might make you cry
but what you need might pass you by.
The lingering heart still cries on.
Poetic poison love is gone.
© 2005

Solitude

You can see the soul in my eyes.
I'm hiding within myself,
the occasional spill on a piece of paper.
Acquainted with the night,
basking in moonlight.
Leave me to my solitude.

I can see the soul in your eyes.
You write such pretty stories
but life's no storybook.
Your heart is the best poetry,
emotions stir.
I'll leave you to your solitude.
© 2005

Fade Away

It all just fades away
and there's no time to say goodbye.
No time to run away.
No point in even asking why.
We're living day to day
our generation is a lie.
When no one wants to stay
'cause there's no point to even try
and soon we'll fade away
with no one left to say goodbye.
© 2005

Untitled 74

If you could see what my eyes hide
you'd try to justify the things they do.
But is it true? That they could do
such things that bring such pain and anger?
Rage for all the times I had to say goodbye to them.
I thought for so long they were friends to you.
What could I do? It's too untrue.

To try to change yourself for everyone
around you they can't see the sun
forever hidden in the dark destruction of someone
who couldn't see what my eyes hide because
she justifed the things they do to her.

She's looking deep into the mirror.
Slowly watch as truth draws nearer.
And she will try to open up her eyes
and try to redefine the lies
and try to make this world make sense
and built a wall for self defense.
She'll never let a soul inside
hidden in these walls she'll try to hide.

But someone always seeps inside
no matter how we try to hide
inside the eyes of her and I.
One in the same and torn by lies.
If one would try to justify the blind
the ones who see bring peice of mind
and all that's left is just an answer we can't find.
© 2005

It's Raining

It's raining. It's raining.
As lightening strikes the same spot twice
I'm begging God to take my life.
It's raining. It's raining.
But it's not that I want to die
it's just I'm too far gone to try
again. It's raining. It's raining.
In shame I bow my head to say
I give up on this very day.
It's raining. It's raining.
And no one here can see the pain
no need to wipe the tears away.
It's raining. It's raining.
Black rose petals will seek my grave
when my blood soaks the knife it craves.
It's raining. It's raining.
It's raining. It's raining.
It's raining. It's raining.
It's rain.... -ing.
© 2005

Untitled 73

When reflections lie to the naked eye
of a long lost soul who's afraid to die.
She grows older and colder with every year
but she shows no fear as she hides each tear
that she cries out in pain of the lies
that he told her the day she said she was ok
but she lied to herself just to hide all the doubt
so the day that he loved her she'd rip her heart out.
© 2005

Devil's Breathe

Talking is a waste of breath
and living is a waste of death
so if I die before I wake
you'll know I've failed the test.
When angels wings do brush my chest
the devils song will take my breath
then you will lay me down to rest
and say you did your best.
But if I die within your arms,
you fight to keep me out of harm
and charish me until the dawn,
promise you'll miss me when I'm gone.
The devils breath will take me not.
An angels life that I forgot
will wake me from this dream
if you tell me you love me.
© 2005

Perfection MRW

If perfection had a name then the name would be the same
but would be a crying shame should such a name be used in vein.
If perfection walked the earth gracing every being worth
it's presence would it's essence be an overwellming mirth?
Would we crumble would we cry if perfection were to die?
Would perfection be a women? Would perfection be a guy?
If perfection was upon us then perfection we would hail.
Yes perfection is a being here on earth we call Mikhail.
© 2005

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Live in the day and capture the moment.
Freeze it, hold it inside each emotion you feel
As you mold it to form what now seems is
A dream to disprove that reality's real.

"You're supposed to be unhappy forever"
How clever of you to choose my destiny.
Why don't you take the rest of me
feed it to the beast you call your god.


You want me to break from the pressure,
you want me to crumble. But it takes so much more
to undo this beautiful puzzle. A painting of what true beauty is
in the eyes of this fucked up reality.


I only speak from my heart and my heart doesn't lie
it just breaks sometimes. Sometimes it cries out to me
a burning message. "Don't run from yourself
or the truth that you seek but instead from the dream of reality"

Alone in a room with four walls and no doors.
No windows, no floor, suspended in darkness.
Remember the friends in the poetry you lived.
Remember when your dreams were reality.
© 2005

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I thought that the world was created by god,
a man who could breathe life into all his creations.
But if he's so great then why create all these temptations.
He likes to test our humanity and if we pass we're loyal.
But we are ones who shit on his holy soil.
I don't think that noah would have let me on that ark
and if it rains for 40 days and nights we all would be too blind
to realize our life is being washed away.
If jesus walked the earth today we'd give him a straight jacket
so if you look at it when death threatens you there's no way to attack it.
Just except that our world will soon become a living hell,
and if you think it already is then you don't know sin too well.
© 2005

Stop The Rain

Remember when you stopped the rain?
Remember when you eased my pain?
When your soft touch drove me insane
with love and joy, with lust and fear, and as you kissed away each tear
I knew that this is what I want.

But now again the rain must start
not to repair but break my heart
and tear my whole wide world apart.
It’s ripping at the seams and I just can’t breathe
and all I can do now is just wonder where I went wrong.

I thought that you would stop the rain
but all you do is bring me pain.
Each thought of you drives me insane.
Each dream fills me with empty spaces, holes that no one else can fill but you.
And if I tried to go on like I never knew you the rain would never stop.

Do you think you can stop the rain
from falling, can you ease my pain again?
Will your touch drive me insane again?
These are things I’ll never know.
Eyes that sparkle in the moonlight, my escape from bumps in the night.
My hour glass could soon run out, each day I cry, I scream, I shout ‘cause nothings going right.
Just cradle my head in my hands for the moment,
It’s too late to find the rewind button now, too late to go back, I’ve run out of time.
Am I meant to drown in all my pain or
baby can you stop the rain
© 2005

Rain

I love the rain.
Pouring over my body with the sound of and answered prayer
and the feel of redemption. Caressing each curve.
With the booming voice of thunder as my lullaby and guardian
he would flash a lightning smile.

I love the rain.
However cold and wet. It leaves me open and exposed.
Tapping lightly on the roof as a reminder of my failure.
As Gods booming voice now veto’s my plans
not good enough, upstaged again by lightning.

I love the rain.
Beating down on my being, betraying me.
Pounding at my window, swimming in my pain, raging through the storm.
The thunderous voice cutting, breaking, shattering me as I fall.
Struck down… Replaced once more by lightning

But… I love the rain.
© 2005

The Game

If you can't have what you want
should you take what you can get?
Or leave it there and live life in regeret?
Can't have what I want and get what I don't
Can't figure it out but maybe I won't.
I guess it's just what I deserve.
Neglect, abuse, harassment, and lies.
It's just some sick game to get in my thighs
and I can't believe they have the nerve.

If you can't have what you want
should you take what you can get?
Or leave it there and live life in regeret?
Just give up, don't cry, it's all a lie.
Don't let them see the tears I cry.
I'll make it on my own.
I'm not just an ass that walks.
No one listens when I talk.
I know now, I stand alone.
© 2005

Mortality Fatal (Part 2)

They're screaming my name and no one can hear them
but me. I just can't see where it comes from.
It' hard but I try I just can't close my eyes.
God knows what lies behind them. Don't want to imagen.
Won't turn out the light, afraid of the night.
Stay awake, please don't cry, never sleep never die.
© 2005

Mortality Fatal (Part 1)

Don't you turn away from me.
Don't hide your eyes from what you see.
The truth locked deep inside of me and
I thought I could trust you.

Don't let me give into the pain.
I'm too afriad to go insane.
Morphine drops me, goodnight brain,
as needles puncture every vein.

Don't try so hard to hide the tears.
The end grows closer every year
and I'm afraid I'll be alone
to bury myself on my own.
© 2005

Prison

When will I escape this prison
built to keep the life I live within.
I try to change with every sin
I just don't know where to begin.

I'm trying now to break these walls.
I feel so weak, so useless, small.
I'm thrashing, screaming and they fall,
crumbling on top of me and
underneath it all I see the truth.
And as I call out know that

I cannot escape this prison
built to break me everytime I bend.
Where it will lead me all depends
but to begin it has to end.
© 2005

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ahh thats cool
im pretty good right now actually
-Kell

Posted 7/14/2005 9:17 AM by Anonymous

Suicide

Cradle my head and hide my eyes.
Nobody really wants to die.
Many just feel that no one's there
that no one cares.
Everyone has a life to live
to give for something meaningless.
Some people throw away their feelings
for the ungreatful, the unforgiving.
Too many worship gods that may not
even exsist or have forsaken
all of the people in this world
and only the blind can truely see.
So cradle my head and hide my eyes
from all of the happy broken lives
of all of the people lost in false hope,
all of the people left to die alone.
© 2005

Phoenix

I've got a feeling no one's ready.
Got a feeling slowly
sinking deep within my mind I
try to hide but I can't seem to
find a shelter big enough to
lock away the secrets in,
a way to baracade the door,
a way to find just what I'm looking for.
My life should be worth so much more than this.
I try but I just cannot seem to loosen up.
Unclench my fists, I'm givin' up.
To find what once I'd lost then found but lost again.
This world has got to make some sense.
I'll die and be reborn again.
Just die and be reborn.
© 2005

K B-I V

If I was made to be loved
you would never have left me.
If I was made to be strong
I wouldn't have shattered when you said goodbye.
If I was made to be happy
I wouldn't have cried all those nights.
If I was made to to be blissful
I wouldn't feel like there's nothing left to live for.
And If I was made to make a difference
I could have made you happy.
© 2005

Bold

I've tried for sixteen years to hide from all your eyes,
to hide from all the lies you tell to break me.
But I won't be broken, I won't fall like all the rest.
I won't sit here and take every hit, but will stand up,
rise up and fight because I AM STRONG.

I am a women. A black women, with flavor.
I have a delicate figure, a body to die for,
a temple that you will worship.
On your knees, you will work for me,
respect me, love me, caress me because I AM WORTH IT.

I can do anything I put my mind to. Your two cents can't stop me.
You try to discourage what you don't understand.
The world is blind but I've opend my eyes to new hope.
Try to beat me down I can take it because I am strong.
I am worth more than you will know and I WON'T FALL.
© 2005

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niceee~~ reminds me of superman ^^
Posted 6/4/2005 3:19 AM by Hyasuma

Senses

Feel her pass and scream as she awakens
Feel her pulse slowly dying as she is taken away
Feel her heart stop as she gasps for air and chokes on your lies
The moon is above us, so let's give her a show.

See her stumble as she runs from the truth
See her slip as she tries to hold on
See her fall as she cries out for you
The moon is above us, so let's give her a show.

Hear her cry out as she sinks further
Hear her scream as she digs the knife into her wrist
Hear her crash as she breaks too late
The moon is above us, so let's give her a show.

Smell the gas as it leaks from the tank
Smell the smog as the ambulance rushes to the scene
Smell the burning flesh as the car explodes
The moon is above us, so let's give her a show.

Taste the salt as the tears run down cheeks pouring out of blind eyes
Taste the blood as it drip from the wrists of a thousand children soon to follow
Taste the vomit as you peek into the open casket of another forgotten soul
The moon is above us, so let's give her a show.
© 2005

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hey~ nice poem, how u been? well, just stop by to say hi and see how u been~ anyways see ya
Posted 6/1/2005 12:30 AM by Hyasuma

Depression '05

I suppose, if I had it my way we'd still be together.
But I've learned nothing's what it seems.
I feel like I live in a dream world.
A dream world I built around myself to hide.
But I lost control. I can't find my happy ending.

(What would you want your happy ending to be?)

I just want to find "THE someone"
The one who takes my breathe away.
The one whe sends shivers through my body with one touch.
The one who makes my heart stop.
The one who makes me gasp for air
and it feels like i'm dying and yet
I know I'm alive because I'm with him.

I'm tired of thinking I found him I want to actually do it.
I 'm tired of imposters, I'm tired of tears, I'm tired of pain.
I wanna be happy now, when is it my turn?
(We don't get turns. This game doesn't work like that.)
I feel like everyone around me is happy.
I wanna join the winners circle.
I feel like I'm the only one still stuck at start
or maybe this car's out of gas 'cause i'm going nowhere.
I'M JUST SINKING.
© 2005

Puppet Dance

Useless, I feel like I just can't go on.
I'm a song no one sings, a melody no one knows.
No one here knows my name and no one seems to care
so I walk this road alone.

A lifeless doll hanging on a thread
Is my puppet dance good enough for you?

Worthless, I feel broken, taterd, torn.
I'm a fallen angel, wings broken, halo crooked.
No one here can save me and no one dares to try
so I fly no more.

A lifeless doll hanging on a thread
Is my puppet dance good enough for you?

Faithless, I feel betrayed, neglected, forsaken.
I am satan's spawn, lost, confused, shattered.
No one will take me in and no one feels pity
so I will die alone tonight.

A lifeless doll hanging on a thread
Is my puppet dance good enough for you?
© 2005

Feeling

Running through the rain.
Searching for what I thought I'd lost
And realizing
I never really had it in the first place

Seeing the one person
Who can kill me
Or give me the feeling that I am immortal
With just one glance

Getting lost in a sea
Of sound and emotion
Music that feels like it's coming out of my soul
Not just into my ears

Searching through old papers
Finding long lost memories
If only I could change the past
I wish I could have made it last
© 2005

Three Poems I Wrote for English-10

Mom

Childhood feels like being in your mother’s arms.
Away from harm, unalarmed, and safe.
Warm and caring, always there protecting,
Nursing, cherishing you. Not a thing comes first.
You are her sun, brightening her day
With a smile that takes the pain away.
One special place inside reserved for mom.
© 2005

Goodbye

I never thought I’d have to say goodbye.
I never thought I’d have to see this day
And as I watch you walk away I cry.

I don’t know how to stop you but I try.
I try so hard but don’t know what to say.
I never thought I’d have to say goodbye.

So every night I lay and wonder why.
‘Cause you and I can’t be happy this way
And as I watch you walk away I cry.

“I hope to be with you again”, I sigh.
Without you life will be black, white, and gray.
I never thought I’d have to say goodbye.

I wonder how you’d ever think that I
Could just stand here and watch you fade away
And as I watch you walk away I cry.

Inside I feel that I will slowly die.
I wish I knew a way to make you stay.
I never thought I’d have to say goodbye
And as I watch you walk away I cry.
© 2005

Change and Rearrange

If I could find a way, for you, I’d change.
I’d break each bone and rip my flesh apart
And pick the pieces up to rearrange.

My cupids Arrow’s slightly out of range.
It missed, with every shot, your wounded heart.
If I could find a way, for you, I’d change.

I’ll cut out all the pieces that Derange.
I’d come to you again with a new start
And pick the pieces up to rearrange.

Writing you love letters, surname: Lestrange.
Using big words just to sound smart.
If I could find a way, for you, I’d change.

In our hearts, love that we wish to exchange.
With you I pray that I will never part
And pick the pieces up to rearrange.

This thing inside I feel is just too strange.
Learning to love you so is like an art.
If I could find a way, for you, I’d change
And pick the pieces up to rearrange.

© 2005

Yet

Every tear that I have ever cried is
A small piece of me that has died
Every dream that has ever woken me is
A small wish that will never come true
Every word that I have ever spoken is
A small thought that does not matter

And yet

As I sit here and cry
Every tear that will fall everytime that you lie
Makes my insides just crawl and I wish I would die as I...
I, the dreamer will soon fade away
Every word that I've spoken will challenge the day
Yes the day that we met and my wishes will never
No never come true I forget that I don't matter
I don't matter YET
© 2005

Little Girl Revisited

Little girl in despair made to care as she stares out the window
Wants to share it can't bare it a rope round her neck wasn't made to forget
Little girl ment to cry with no hope scared to die wants to fly to be free
© 2005

I realised I never actually finnished this (July 8th, 2009)

Save the Last Dance

I wanna be happy, but I've tried too much
I wanna be held, but you run at my touch
I wanna be loved, but you just won't stay
I need someone here, but you ran away
I wanna be cared for, I don't stand a chance
I wanna be worthy, of just one last dance
© 2005

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hi. this is shanlea90 from gaia. just checking out your site. Not to be accusatory it could be a simple coincidence, but I have a poem that I wrote that has two lines in it that are in your poem up top. Weird.....
Posted 3/31/2005 6:02 PM by spazzy_irish_woman

I love the poem......you will find that person.
Posted 4/9/2005 11:06 AM by Masters_Whip

soon u will find it~ cheers~
Posted 4/9/2005 11:26 AM by Hyasuma

Untitled 70

You can't run away this time
Find a way to ease my mind
Please don't leave me wandering blind
Seeking answers I can't find

You can't hear me scream my dear
Cornered, fighting every fear
Losing you with every year
Falling fast with every tear

You don't know the pain I'm in
Satan spawn, obsessed with sin
In the end I'll surely win
Eternity will soon begin
© 2005

The moral: Keep trying. Face your fears. Don't walk away.

Certain Age

My friend wrote a poem for class but she needed me to type it 'cause her wrists are badand she's forbbiden by the doc. to type. So I typed it up... but It wasn't very good..... So I rewrote it... so It's actually my poem now. Although I tried to keep the same thoughts and put into what she was tryng to say. Here it be lol


Growing up is so hard
It’s the furthest thing from a Fairy Tale.
Times spent worrying about love now seem so senseless
When of a certain age.
A time when all is shown to you
When none was shown to me.
The feeling: confusion and pain.
The thought of knowing…
Locked up in a place inside my mind
Hiding, consumed within my deepest desires
My most wondrous dreams
But… as everyone knows…
We can’t live in a Fairy Tale world
Where everything ends up just right.
Now everything is shown to me
As I am of certain age
And this process now starts for another.
And they’ll never know as it happens
It’s normal.
© 2005

What, Me.

What I want
What I need
What I am
What I see
What I hear
What I do
What I live
What I give
Just Me
© 2005

Haiku time!!!!

Monarchs in the trees
Wings flapping in gentle breeze
All will soon be well
© 2005

just for a contest but i like it

Black Tears

Counting the years while crying black tears.
Heart cold and stonelike, facing my fears.
Never too broken to walk on alone.
Never too helpless to break every bone
In your body. I hate how you treat me.
I wish I could hear how you scream when you think of me.
Breaking my heart. If you loved me you'd rip me apart
And I'd die from the feeling of healing my wounds.
So consumed in all of your hate. You don't see
what you're doing to me. But it's really ok 'cause I love you.
And in my heart there's no one above you.
I know one day you'll take me away to a place in the skies.
And I'll slowly get lost looking deep in your eyes.
© 2005

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lol, thanks~ i see that u write poetry, i do the same lol~ nice poem~
Posted 3/15/2005 5:17 PM by Hyasuma

Untitled 69

I've learned through out the years. I've learned with every tear.
That nothings like it seems and there's no need for fear.
Just open up your eyes and just ignore the lies,
'Cause nothing will be perfect so there's no need to try.
But if you're feeling dreary I hope that you can hear me,
'Cause I know what it's like when eyes become so weary
When small things make you sad, when all you thought you had
It all just fades away when good souls turn to bad.
But we cannot rewind. Instead we try to find
A way to stop the pain, a way to ease our mind
Though many think they've found it. I buried it, I drowned it,
'Cause we were ment to suffer. Because we all allowed it.
© 2005

Untitled 68

If you look up at the sky tonight
All you would see is stars
I wonder what it might be like
On jupiter or mars
To look up at the sky and see
A natural light show
Beautiful colors dancing 'round
Red, green and yellow
Aurora borialis
Every time the moon does rise
But I can only wonder
As I star up at the sky
© 2005

Untitled 67

Burst in to flames
Dancing, such color
Never the same
No one like the other
Yellow like lightning
Red like the sun
Green like the grass
But I can't pick just one
The night life's exciting
Color's dance in the sky
Are those stars?
Or more fireworks?
Tricks to my eyes
So brilliant and bright
Romantic and fun
I know I'll be sad
When it's over and done
© 2005

Untitled 66

You're never alone with a stone
No never alone not at all
It will stay there and listen to you
It will always catch you when you fall
But who wants to be with a stone
If you fall on it surely it hurts
It's like talking to a brick wall
And it sure won't give you it's dessert
I'd rather have friends here who love me
I'd rather see people who care
Believe me you've got to be lonely
If you're happy just when a rock's there
© 2005

Untitled 65

Souls intertwined to open your mind
Red and black design I find
Interestingly twisted, wicked
Dragons fighting endlessly
For the lifes of you and me
Shortly realize our fate
Stop the fighting and the hate
Twisted souls becoming one
Wings that glisten in the sun
I wonder what could come of this
Is there somthing I have missed?
In chronicles of life and death
I realise there is nothing left
© 2005

Day and Night

The night will become the day
The day will feed our joys
As all our sorrows fade away
At the birth of two baby boys

But day is soon consumed by night
And does sorrow return
We'll hide away until the day
Brings the light for which we yurn

A new day is upon us
And the boys have grown quite tall
The hunter and the hunted soon
Will bring a war upon all

The day will arise the hunt
The hunt will surely fail
But the saint will hunt the demon child
To find nothing but a trail

But when darkness thus does fall
The tables will then turn
The hunter will soon become the hunted
And a lesson will he learn

If then you try to fight him
Then you are who he'll want
And if you can't evade him
Then you may join his hunt

And soon the demon child will win
And day's grow cold and gray
As darness then consumes the light
And all will fade away
© 2005

Let Me Go, Set Me Free

If you love me set me fee
But I shall not return
If you love my let me go
Another lesson learned
If you love my let me go
For I just cannot stay
If you love me set me fee
And I'll be on my way
If you love my let me go
I know you love me still
If I still love you set me fee
And know I always will
© 2005

Butterflies and Samurai's

Butterflies
You give me butterflies
My Samurai
With sword so swift and words so sweet
You simply lift me off my feet
And into the oblivion
I love to feel the warmth within
My butterflies
You give me butterflies
My Samurai
Live with honor die with honor
Losing you would kill me
I'd be drowning in my tears
And consumed in all my fears
'Cause I truely need you here
With those butterflies
You give my butterflies
My Samurai
© 2005

Untitled 64

It's never easy to face our fears
It's always too easy to fall
It's never the end after all these years
My insides will always crawl
© 2005

The Moonlight

If you are not carefull I'll become your greatest fear
When I got a chance to I would drown you in your tears
I'll be under your bed tonight I'll stay with you for years
You can try but you can't stop the moonlight

I would sing of a song of death
I would take your final breathe
Then I'd lay you down to rest
And fade into the night

If you're very careful I could take away your pain
When I get a chance to I would bathe your scars in rain
Wash away the memories that drive you most insane
Then you wouldn't have to fight the monlight

I would sing a song of life
I would take away your strife
I could be your loving wife
And lay with you this night
© 2005

Perfect

The phone rings and I know it's you
Tonight's the night my dreams come true
It's our first date I'm so excited
Try so hard but I can't hide it
Everything will go just right
We will have the perfect night
Together you and me

Well that's what I get for opening my mouth
Look up, the birds are flying south
It's cold outside, no sky of blue
This kills my perfect day with you
You say that you still wanna go
But baby now I just don't know
If this is gonna work

The doorbell rings as I hang up
At first I'm thinking what the fuck
Who is it and what do they want me to do
I swing the door open and baby it's you
I stand there in shock of such a surprise
I slowly get lost staring into your eyes
And you kissed me like you ment it

You pick me up and twirl me round
My feet now lifting off the ground
And in your arms I long to stay
This feeling never to away
We take a walk on down the street
I feel so light upon my feet
I'm finally right here with you

We go to the park and what do I see
A picnic all set up for three
A little kitten head pokes out
With pointed ears and eyes that pout
And you say "Happy Birthday dear
Today has marked your 16th year"
And my heart fills with joy

Soon it begins to rain and you
Run to the car unsure what to do
But I love the rain and begin to dance
Searching for a poncho you catch a glance
Smile, shut the door, and return
Remembering why our love still burns
Deep within our hearts

You join me now for a dance in the rain
As passer bys think "Are they insane?"
I pick up our new ball of fur
The rain seems not to bother her
She licks our faces, softly purs
I've never seen such eyes like hers
So deep, a purple haze

Today was perfect after all
Even with mishaps like rain fall
Yes our first date went rather well
And our new member's doing swell
And soon your birthday will be here
Older than me by one year
My turn to make it perfect
© 2005


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THAT'S VERY GOOD SO HOW DID YOU COPYRIGHT YOUR STUFF JUST WONDERING
Posted 3/2/2005 2:07 PM by WANDERINGJD

Untitled 63

If I could just rewind the clock
If I could make it all just stop
If you would give me one more shot
If I could stop these tears

If only you could stop the rain
If only you would ease my pain
This feeling's driving me insane
I've wasted all these years

If only I could be with you
Forever loving just us two
But now I have too much to do
Just facing all my fears

So as I die here with a smile
I hope that you might stay a while
I wish that I could walk a mile
Before I fade to tears
© 2005

Missunderstanding of CA

If it was that easy I'd take it all back
I'd make you forget what we said
I'd never have mentioned your name to the world
So you'd never wish I was dead
I'll just fade away now if that's what you wish
I know that you hate me today
If I knew a way I would turn back the clock
And find ways to make sure you stay
If you feel I rushed it 'twas not my intend
I guess it's a flaw all the time that i've spent
That I've wasted just thinking of you everyday
If I never thought you where thus heaven sent
Then your feelings I would cast away
But I care too damn much you where all I had left
As far as I'm concerned you've commited a theft
So if you wanna hate me then give back my heart
And that book filled with memories you kept
© 2005

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c kiara i dont understand a thing in ur entry
Posted 2/14/2005 9:00 PM by kaorulee

I Hate To Say I Told You So

I hate to say I told you so
I've heard it in the past
I hate to say I told you so
It happend all so fast
I wish that I could just go back
And look at my mistakes
If I could just have one more chance
I'll do whatever it takes
I hate to say I told you so
I knew it wouldn't last
Well now that you've said I told you so
Why don't you kiss my ass
© 2005

Untitled 62

I feel like everything I do leads me back to you
And though I live life everyday I'll slowly fade away
In dispare, I'll still be there for you, I'll love you like you want me to
And though the end is slowly coming I'll keep running
Til I'm by your side again; If I break next time I bend
Just promise you won't regret and never will you then forget
What happend the day you met me; I'll never leave but don't you let me
© 2005

Untitled 61

If this hurts you think I'll care
Realize I couldn't care less
And I hope that you're happy
I hope that you're ready
'Cause it's gonna eat you alive
Feel my pain when you think of me
Scream when you dream
Hope you bleed when you see me
I know that it seems that I'm bitter but
Fuck you and all you do
All you are, all you say, all you see, hear, and feel
'Cause right now and today this shit's over for real
© 2005

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hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. DORK HAHAHAHAHA, WATS CRACKING PLAYA
Posted 2/16/2005 8:29 AM by bunite007

it was awesome to see ya last night !
Posted 3/17/2005 9:00 PM by kitkat2007

Hey I'm actually Commenting on your xanga.
I hope you see this.
Well I hope to see you soon.
have a good week.
-jO hn KWoN
Posted 4/19/2005 9:03 PM by Joo108

If you really did copywrite your poetry, how'd you go about doing that? I'm gonna be needing to do that within a year or so.
Posted 4/30/2005 12:56 AM by PhreakyMusicHead

Untitled 60

It's funny you pretend to be a friend who's always there for me
But in your eyes I seem to find decet; betrayl in your mind
Friend or foe you've got to go if only I could just say so
I don't recall one truth you've told ; this fantasy is getting old
So leave me now and don't return; of all that's left one lesson learned
© 2005

Reikoku na

I wish the world would drown
And if it ever did
I'd listen to the sound
Of every screaming kid
And I will help but no one
Why should I really care
I'll stare straight at the sun
Tough luck bitch life's not fair
That's how I feel inside today
And now one's ever helped me
So I'll watch as you fade away
For you too are unworthy
© 2005

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monkry Bong!!!! ha ha ha ha haaaaa................
Posted 2/7/2005 8:32 AM by GiantRobot_7

Unworthy

Every night it seems that I have cried myself to sleep
Ignore my silent screams as I am swallowed in the deep
The empty, dark, and cold abyss, the inside of my heart
I'm dying, fighting something inside tearing me apart
An endless struggle, how'd it start, something I wish to know
I'm backed into a corner now with no where left to go
Can't make it through this nightmare; me, with no help from above
I'm lonely, broken, cold, and dead; worthy of no ones love
© 2005

Untitled 59

I can't save your world
I'm no super girl
I just wanna be right here for you
I can't face your fears
But I'll dry you tears
If there's anything that I can do
You know I'll be there
Just say when and where
Just remember that I'm always true
But I'm no super girl
And I can't save your world
So maybe that's why we're through
© 2005

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bong:tired:
Posted 2/2/2005 4:24 PM by GiantRobot_7

Untitled 58

You don't see me in the halls, pushing me against the walls
I can't find the reasons why you hate me so damn much
All I know is that I care, everything I thought was there
Has disappeard into thin air and all that's left is lies
Everyday cuts like a knife, more and more I hate my life
Sit alone inside my room and cry away the pain
It's just that I can't forget, from the day that we first met
Everything I do and say... Just stop the rain... It's not ok...
© 2005

Otherworld

Today I woke up in a new world
A new world where no one could feel
Where the pain and the scars had all vanished
And nothing was left there to heal
A world where you never stopped breathing
A world like you wouldn't believe
In this world my heart had stopped bleeding
And no one could lie or deceive
How wonderful this world may seem
And true I should be in sweet bliss
But from this world I wanted to leave
'Cause in this world you couldn't exist
© 2005

Untitled 57

I feel like dying sick of trying
Sick of crying endless tears
Wanna end this can't defend it
Never learned in all these years
Thought you different thought you cared
Stead you fed upon my fears
Pain is over it's ok
Follow me it all ends here
© 2005

Untitled 56

If I could just rewind and say
Something to make it all ok
If I could just erase the day we met
And just forget the lies and nights I cried
I know I tried and all I get
Is loads of "Justified" bullshit
© 2005

Untitled 55

I feel as though I've lost it all... I cried wednesday and all he had to say was "stop crying"... I ended up in the hospital later that day 'round 3pm... 1Sickle Cell Crisis + 1Major Migrain + 1Stomachache + 1Bad ass cold (which turns out to be numonea or however you spell it) = 2 days in the Hospital which leads to my counts being low sooooo I had to have a transfusion plus I was already stressed out because

I feel like my world is falling apart
Crumbling to peices at my feet
Washing away with my tears, and my heart
Is filled with your lies and decet
I'm just alone, stuck back at the start
Feels like my soul's been peirced by a dart
I guess it's time to say my part
I guess I've met my defeat
I feel like my world is falling apart
And I'll die everytime we meet
© 2005

Boomerang

You are a boomerang you'll see
You can't help but return to me
You're not ready, not quite yet
When you are you won't regret
The choices that you've made
I'll rain on your parade
Only to ease your pain
And we'll be free again
You're a boomerang you'll see
I'll wait till you come back to me
© 2005

Moving On

Bye bye baby don't you cry
I'll be with you when you die
Don't forget our thoughts of sin
Even though I'm now with him
If it doesn't work out then
If you don't let that bitch win
Maybe it'll all work out
Doubt it but dear please don't pout
I'm ignoring all your plee's
Not listenin to any of these
Silly whinning tantrum shit
Calm down dear dont have a fit
You ignored my cries before
Now as I walk through that door
You act as though you need me
Do my senses now deceive me
Why the hell should I believe thee
You're just angry 'cause I'm happy
© 2005

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I love your emotionality in thie piece
quite touching it is...
Posted 1/18/2005 2:27 AM by MoonAssension

LOL! thats right Kiara let that nigga know gurl! Gurl who eva you talkin about them tell em that goes DOUBLE for me! lol! i love ya gurl! Adioz! Ceaserina <3
Posted 1/29/2005 9:35 PM by Covergurl16

:tired: i love your poems
Posted 3/6/2005 12:18 AM by an_autumns_regretx

No Regrets

What is wrong with wanting more
What is wrong with love
What is wrong with asking for
One angel from above

Nothing's wrong apparently
Nothings wrong with you and me
Without love we wouldn't be
Together, you were ment for me

The perfect gentlemen you are
To open doors for me
I wished for you upon a star
My wish then set you free

You tell me I am beautiful
And all you ever wanted
But even though you're here with me
I am forever haunted

I fear one day you'll leave me
And I'll be alone again
And so my love unfortunatly
On you I must depend

But you are oh so sweet to me
This I cannot forget
I hope that I can be the one
That you will not regret
© 2005

Aishiteru

Aishiteru
I say to you
Aishiteru
Merci Beaucoup
Aishiteru
Although we're through
Aishiteru
Just know it's true
Aishiteru
It's hard to find
Unless you read
Between the lines
AI*B*S*R*H*O*I*K*T*E*E*N*RU
© 2005

CA (Beginning A Lie)

Guess it's true
I was wrong
I've been waiting
So long
But I found it
Finally
Guess it's true
You and Me
© 2005

Untitled 54 (Modified for Cahill around 6:30 PM or after)

Do not curse the darkness
When you can light a candle
Don't pretend it's nothing
When it's something you can't handle
Do not let it break you
When it's all a big mistake
Don't desert your feelings
When it's more than you can take
If you hear me screaming
Then you know I feel your pain
If you saw my dreams well then
You'd know why I'm insane
But I'll continue bleeding
And pretend I'm not afraid
Though I might die before you dear
Please don't let our love fade
I can't take much more of this
I don't know what to do
Every waking moment
I feel I've lost more of you
So hold me close and don't let go
We can't just let this end
I can't let it go down like this
I need help to defend
So come a little closer now
And look into my eyes
I feel so cold and lonely now
My spirit joins the skys
© 2005

Untitled 54

Do not curse the darkness
When you can light a candle
Don't pretend it's nothing
When it's something you can't handle
Do not let him break you
He won't do it by mistake
Don't desert your feelings
When it's more than you can take
If you hear me screaming
Then you know I feel your pain
If you saw my dreams well then
You'd know why I'm insane
I'll continue bleeding
'Til someone comes to my aid
And I might die before you dear
Unless this bond is made
So come a little closer now
And look into my eyes
I feel so cold and lonely now
My spirit joins the skys
© 2005

Untitled 53

Escape the darkness
And find your heart
Where the light ends
The darkness starts
© 2005

When Light and Dark Collide

Who will be victorious
When light and dark collide
Oh it will be so glorious
When light and dark collide
Then there will be no more of us
When light and dark collide
Our love will wipe the floor with us
When light and dark collide
And in the end they all will see
When light and dark collide
That light and dark is what we'll be
When light and dark collide
© 2005

In Place

In a place I won't feel cold
In a place I won't grow old
In a place I lay in wait
For the darkness to come
And seal my fate

In this place I won't feel scared
In this place my teeth are bared
In this place where no one knows
How lonely my heart
Slowly grows

In the place with a purple sky
In the place I forgot how to cry
Where candy clouds fly up above
The place where your lullaby
Taught me to love

In this place I feel so bold
In this place my heart was sold
In this field we'll always be
Paper flowers
You and me
© 2005

Little Girl

There is a girl by the window
There is a girl in dispare
There is a girl with a rope round her neck
There is a girl made to care

This little girl has no hope left
This little girl's scared to die
This little girl wasn't made to forget
This little girl's ment to cry

That little girl is alone now
She's been alone for a while
That little girl who is 15 years old
You made that little girl smile
© 2005

Dear Love...

Dear Love, Why don't you see
Dear Love, Maybe it's me
Dear Love, We could be free

Dear Love, Are you so broken
Dear Love, Words that you've spoken
Dear Love, Now we're all choking

Dear Love, Why are you dying
Dear Love, Why am I crying
Dear Love, Stop all the lying

Dear Love, Why don't you see
Dear Love, Maybe it's me
Dear Love, We could be free

Dear Love, Just You and Me
© 2005

Untitled 49, 50, 51, and 52

M1ZZUND3RZT00D: Last night... er... Early this morning... er... Early YESTERDAY morning... I wrote a poem about and for my angel and sent it to him
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: did he get it?
My Dearest John: i probably did but my mom had already used the computer before i woke up and everything anybody said to me was lost
My Dearest John: thats just how my world works
My Dearest John: and i do apologize for it
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: i still have it
My Dearest John: show me
M1ZZUND3RZT00D:
I'll be there by your bed tonight
And I will never leave
I'll be so close I'll steal a kiss
My lips do not deceive
My angel in the darkness
Broken heart and tattered wings
My love together in our death
We'll find the better things
Yes together means forever
In the Voodoo of Hells Half-Acre
We'll say our vows and then "I do"
And then we'll meet our maker
And as I lay on top of you
One final kiss I'll steal
With hopes of Crimson Poison
With those lips my soul will heal
And with that kiss my heart will stop
And I will join you well
For dear my love is always true
In Heaven or in Hell
© 2005
My Dearest John: thats fuckin beautiful
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: and it comes with a smile for my angel
My Dearest John: god bless you
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: It's all for you because you make me happy and i like being happy
You make me smile and I like to smile
Sometimes lol you turn me on ...I like that too hehe
I'd laugh, smile, cry, die, live, give, do, for you
My Dearest John: it means the world to me know that
M1ZZUND3RZT00D:
If I could do things right
I'd be there withyou tonight
And I'd stare into your eyes and say
That I love you in everyway
And though I'll never see that day
In my heart and soul you'll stay
© 2005
My Dearest John: i cant smile moreso you dont need to keep writing
My Dearest John: i believe
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: I don't NEED to breathe but I can't help it
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: same with writing
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: well
My Dearest John: good call
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: actually
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: I could stop if i really wanted to
My Dearest John: dont stop breathing
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: but breathing is easier than not breathing
My Dearest John: it is
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: same as writing
My Dearest John: you wanna read somethin i wrote today?
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: ok
My Dearest John: all of the dreamers...
My Dearest John:
and they came with their knives
until death did them part
from the thoughts in their heads
and the cold in their hearts

and they learned that tomorrow
is nothing but dreams
as they laid in their beds
knowing nothing of peace

and they cried when they
lost will to wake and to move
oh, but other than that
there were no tears to lose

and they never got
anything they ever wanted
instead they were left
with what had been forgotton

but, still, they survive
thru the winter like i
because they know
that even the winter will die
© 2005

My Dearest John: end
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: beautiful
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: like our souls
My Dearest John: thats right
My Dearest John: im drinkin a bottle of champagne all by myself
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: but you r not alone
My Dearest John: i know
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: good ^.^
M1ZZUND3RZT00D:
He's dreaming
He won't stop believeing
The truth is deceiving
And lies seem so real

He's hoping
As he copes by smoking
He knows life's a joke
And that god doesn't feel

An angel from hell
He knows all too well
Still he flows
While his poetry heals
© 2005
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: God you inspire me
My Dearest John: =)
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: and you're damn sexy too
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: lol even when you're drunk
My Dearest John: why thank you
M1ZZUND3RZT00D:
A kiss from a far
May my wish
Find your star
And as I depart
You'll stay near
To my heart
For I bide you
Goodnight
And Sweet Dreams
© 2005
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: Goodnight
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: and Sweet Dreams
My Dearest John: sweetest dreams to you too
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: Only the sweetest for and of you

PAST COMMENTS
:wave:This was too sweet!
Posted 1/4/2005 11:21 PM by MoonAssension

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M1ZZUND3RZT00D: Happy new year I guess
My Dear John: my resolution is to die in my sleep
My Dear John: happy new year to you too
My Dear John: im about to pass out and hope it comes true today
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: um
My Dear John: ummm what
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: ok well i'm just gonna say that I
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: That I luv ya and I atleast want you to know that when you die if you do
Twenty1July: i wont die tonight i have shit to do but go on
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: well I was just gonna ay
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: You're awsome I mean You've made my life better as a whole and Even if you don't think I do I know I love you without you in my life I really dunno what I would have done then
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: And I've missed you over this period of time that we've not been able to talk
My Dear John: smile
My Dear John: you sit in here
My Dear John: my heart
My Dear John: smile
My Dear John: im going to go to sleep now
My Dear John: and my dream probably wont come true
My Dear John: but you need to smile
My Dear John: and know that everythings gonna be fine
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: Well I'll miss you none the less
My Dear John: smile
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: and I'll smile fo you only and always
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: for*
My Dear John: it doesnt get better than that
My Dear John: thank you
My Dear John: and i do remember
My Dear John: goodnight to you
My Dear John: sweetest of dreams
My Dear John: please dream with the angels
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: only the sweetest for you
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: you are my angel
My Dear John: thank you
My Dear John: i will see you move
M1ZZUND3RZT00D: I'll be there in your dreams
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M1ZZUND3RZT00D: And this one is for you
M1ZZUND3RZT00D:
I'll be there by your bed tonight
And I will never leave
I'll be so close I'll steal a kiss
My lips do not deceive
My angel in the darkness
Broken heart and tattered wings
My love together in our death
We'll find the better things
Yes together means forever
In the Voodoo of Hells Half-Acre
We'll say our vows and then "I do"
And then we'll meet our maker
And as I lay on top of you
One final kiss I'll steal
With hopes of Crimson Poison
With those lips my soul will heal
And with that kiss my heart will stop
And I will join you well
For dear my love is always true
In Heaven or in Hell
© 2005