Untitled 48

With this knife
In my hands
I take my life
And take a stand
For with this knife
That which I hold
The story of my pain unfolds
It's Shining blade
Now stained with blood
From many nights
Reminds me of
The things You've said
The things You've done
Things that this pain does come from
So with this knife
I make my way
From legs to wrist to throat
And when I die
Make from my bones
A big white rowing boat
And sail straight down that crimson sea
And promise that you'll wait for me
I may be dead but I will never leave you
© 2004

Untitled 47

Sing me a song of
Complete happiness...
Show me the way
To your arms
Tell me a lie
So sweet to these senses...
That I can die with a smile
Knowing I was loved
By your lies...
Draw me the lines
Of this storybook ending...
Tell me why it's my life you're defending
Tell me why you fight with yourself
Tell my why my heart sits on your shelf
Tell me why you pretend that you care...
Leave me to walk in this garden of lust and suicide...
Leave me to know that atleast you tried
Leave me alone here
Leave me to die
Abuse me with your words...
Atleast I know I can still feel...
© 2004

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this...
this is beautiful.
Posted 12/31/2004 5:11 AM by Dreemsleep

Winning Freedom

Sometimes I bend
Sometimes I break
When will it end
How long will it take
Just leave me alone
I just need to breathe
I just need to scream
I just need to bleed
Get out of my life
Before I try to take it
I'm beginning to hate you
It's not hard to fake it
You're making this easy
Just wait 'til I'm done
You 're failing to see that
I've already won
© 2004

Untitled 46

Life is full of mysterys
Life is full of things to see
To do, to deal with everyday
Sometimes I want to runaway
To hide until they go away
And then one day I learned
The thing for which I've yearned
And all I ever wanted
Was right in front of me
You drink the water...
You float away...
There is no time to runaway
Life is just a game you play
And I don't want to lose...
© 2004

Untitled 45

The stains comin' from my blood
Tell me "Go back home"...
The stains from salty tears
Tell you "Leave me alone"...
All that's left is me
And you'd still throw that away
That's why I'm leaving now
And there's nothing you can say
There's nothing you can do
To make me change my mind
Even without you here loveI think I'll be just fine
© 2004

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:yummy:gr8 poems again i like all muisic u put in all specially all americans resject :flirt:and Blink 182 i love so much lol !:cloud9::lovestruck:
Posted 12/28/2004 2:40 PM by care_bear06

Untitled 44

All the words will bleed from me
And I will think no more
All my thoughts will leave my head
As I walk through that door
All lifes burdens all my pain
All things that drive me insane
Anything and everything
And all that's left is you
You're the one thing I can't have
And the one that won't go away
And the only one
Who can make my dreams come true
Baby it's you
© 2004

Untitled 43

Right before the lord
I cut right through my vains
Right before the lord
I now releave my pain
As I lay down to sleep
I say a demon's prayer
As I lay down to sleep
I breathe the devil's air
And when I dream...
And when I dream...
And when I dream...
All Hell Breaks Loose
© 2004

Ashes

Midnight Ashes
Watch them burn
Flickers, flashes
Soon I'll learn
Nothings ment
To last forever
We're not ment
To be together
I was damned
To be alone

Romantic Ashes
In the air
Suddenly
I caught a stare
Could it be
True love is there
Or is it nothing
But a glare
Dark and cold
As stone

Midnight Ashes
Shining bright
If my true love
Is just in sight
Then I'll give in
Without a fight
And everything
Will be alright
'Cause I won't be
Alone
© 2004

"Crack my ribs and repair my broken heart"

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:sorry:Wow I liked that poem. Really nice. Sayonara
~Suichi Minamino
Posted 12/27/2004 4:00 AM by KuramaxHiei

Untitled 42

Give me your shoulder,
For I need to cry
All I could say was god
"Please tell me why"
Give me a hug,
Cause I feel I must die
And I know that you'll listen
When I hear you sigh

Tell me it's ok,
That I'll be alright
How can I possibly
Put up a fight
Give me some confidence,
To make it through the night
Happiness always so far
Out of sight

Wipe away tears,
From this cold, wet face
This is a dream
That I cannot erase
Tell me I can do this,
Live in this lonely place
Everythings ok
When I see your face

Hold me real tight,
Don't let me leave this land
And now I can see
That I don't understand
The tru love I seek
Right in front of me stands
And when I break tomorrow,
Please just hold my hand...
© 2004

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gr8 poems l luv'em lol
;) ~Sami~
Posted 12/24/2004 4:13 PM by care_bear06

I Thought...

I'm so done...
With everything and everyone
I thought if we could have some fun
I thought I'd be your only one
I thought that it would be ok
I thought you'd never go away
I thought... I thought... I thought...
© 2004

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heyy just random eprops and i just wanted to say that you are reallllly good with your poetry...
k well peace out
<3 kathryn
Posted 12/23/2004 3:19 PM by xFallingTooDeepx

Run

Drop top
No sound
Stop pop
Lost found
Tip dip
Rock and roll
Speed weed
Lose control
Smell feet
Eat wheat
Stained sheet
So sweet
Crazy
Daisy
Lazy
Hazey
Mixed up
Pick up
Kick up
Cute pup
RUN
© 2004

"Don't tell a soul... I'm dead inside without you"

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woah amazing poems =]
Posted 12/23/2004 2:27 AM by foreverlonely76

Fuck you, babe

Fuck you, babe
You're too late
Fuck you, babe
I can't wait
Fuck you, babe
Did me wrong
Fuck you, babe
That's our song
Fuck you, babe
I loved you
Fuck you, babe
I came through
Fuck you, babe
Now I know
Fuck you, babe
You let go

Fuck you, babe
© 2004

Untitled 41

Don't matter if you love me
(I know you never will)
Don't matter if I cry
(I know you'll never care)
'Cause no matter how you hurt me
(But dear I love you still)
I'll love you 'til I die
(Especially when you're there)
© 2004

Feline Addiction

Just hold me
Console me
Talk slowly
And show me
You care

In dispare
As they stare
Unaware
What we share
As we sit

Twisted shit
This is it
Never split
Never quit
We are free

He and She
They can see
You and me
We will be
Together

Forever
Whatever
The weather
So never
Give up

Look up
With luck
Don't fuck
This up
This time

You're mine
So fine
Devine
Feline
Addiction
© 2004

Untitled 40

I'd live for your smile
And die for your kiss
Now what my love
Do you think of this
Yes this is a twist
Am I on your list
Am I filled with it all
All of that which you've wished
Cuddly with soft skin
Snuggly, Warmth within
Fun to kiss, Somtimes kinky
Not often that stinky
Someone cute, Someone smart
And they know when to start
And to stop, Lots of spots
They can drop it like it's hot
Just to touch and to stare
Love the smell of their hair
I've got it, do you dare?
If I'm willing will you care
For me now and then
Atleast we'll still be friends
If things don't turn out
If our love burns out

I'll live for your smile
And die for your kiss
When we are together
It'll be pure bliss
Our love won't die
And we've finally
Got our piece of the pie
© 2004

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well hey, you dont know me but my name is heather and i LOVE your poem its absolutley awesuM!
Posted 12/22/2004 7:22 PM by torturedBYliving

erin?... hunni your poem is very pretty, who's it for?..*hugs* i love ya.. miss ya lots!! have a great christmas!
Posted 12/23/2004 11:05 AM by MizPirateMidget07

Knowledge (Wearing the Pain)

How will you know
I'm hurting if you
Cannot see my pain?

To wear it on my body
Tells what words
Cannot explain

But if you'd stop
And listen then you'd know
That that's not rain

How will you know
I'm hurting if you
Cannot see my pain?

To wear it on my body
Tells what words
Cannot explain

And if you look
Just glanced my way
You'd know that I'm not sane

How will you know
I'm hurting if you
Cannot see my pain?

To wear it on my body
Tells what words
Cannot explain

So when you first
Began to care
Make sure you let me know

How will you know
I'm hurting if you
Cannot see my pain?

To wear it on my body
Tells what words
Cannot explain

And when you know
You love me
I suggest you don't let go
© 2004

"Those who left me .. showed me that nothing is forever"

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:) i love the poem. May i subscribe?
Posted 12/21/2004 9:59 PM by xKissxMyxTearsx

Untitled 39

It's painful to say goodbye to someone
That you don't wanna let go
It's painful to say goodbye
And it's painful when they don't know
It's painful to let go
When you want your love to grow
But it's even more painful to ask someone to stay
When you know they won't
© 2004

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Wow another Taurus that writes really good poetry! Very nice I write it too, but the site I am using is on my feeling haha very nice tho ur really good.
~Shuichi Minamino
Posted 12/21/2004 5:46 PM by The_quiet_kitsune

Untitled 38

I've learned that sometimes
You just have to deal
This is my prayer
Before every last meal
"Dear lord I walk alone...
I'm so confused and lost...
I need some help to find my way
No matter what the cost"
But if I didn’t have my friends
Right by my side
Til our bitter ends
I dont know what would happen...
© 2004

A Christmas Wish

For Christmas
I want the doorbell to ring
And you to be there...
For Christmas
I want you to be there
And act like you care...
For Christmas
I want you to care
And just love me
So I guess for Christmas
I want a Miracle
© 2004

Untitled 37

I've got the itch
To kill that bitch
You lied to me
I tried to be
A good friend
But I won't fall again

I've got the itch
To kill that bitch
Your slogan was that
You liked Logan
And yet you betrayed me
And you did it daily

That bitch
She will give me that itch
Until she explains
Until she obtains
The meaning of honesty
When I can trust her
And rebuild or friendship again
© 2004

Cry

If I cried a thousand tears
Then I'd cry them over you
If I cried a thousand tears
Then I know just what I'd do
If I cried a thousand tears
Then I'd cry a thousand more
And I'd cry myself a river
And I'd cry it to your shore

And I'd cry right down that river
And I'd cry up to your door
And I'd flood your porch with tears
Still I'd cry forever more
I'd cry upon your window sile
And peer into the house
I'd cry and squeek and cry somemore
You'd think you heard a mouse
But I'd cry outside your window
'Til you slam the window shut
I'd cry by night and day
And you'd never shut me up

Yes I'd cry oustside your bedroom door
I'd cry and cry and cry somemore
I'll cry until you let me in
I'll cry until we're friends again
I'll cry until I make you see
That you dear, mean the world to me
© 2004

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*hugs* i love you keep your head up go it!!.. i wanna see you over break like, call me 734-846-5885 ok? *hugs* miss ya!
Posted 12/15/2004 4:48 PM by MizPirateMidget07

Untitled 36

I can't take it anymore
I don't wanna sit and wait
When everything inside me
Looks like everything i hate
And all I wanna do is cry
I feel like it's too late
You're the hope I have for change
And the only chance I'll take
© 2004

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Beautiful...flowed very well.
Posted 12/4/2004 12:17 AM by Beautiful_Loser7

wow ur site is awesome! I love the entries, the pics and the colors! check me out sometime at xanga XoX_Gotta_G3t_Thru_This_XoX God bless
Posted 12/7/2004 6:09 PM by EssenceOfPrincessJ

Untitled 35

I'll never be asked to homecoming
Coming home, or prom
Maybe I'll stay home
And rent a movie with my mom
I'll never be asked to marry
I have no one in love with me
I guess it's kinda scary
But I guess that's just reality
© 2004

Reveille

What you have to understand
Is that I am on demand
And there is a simple plan
For you to follow
'Less you wallow
Filled with sorrow
In the misery that swallows you whole
Feeling hollow
And empty inside
As love takes you on a ride again

You called me here
To help you mend
Our hearts will blend
She made you bend
And break in two
You want me to defend
And repremend
As we descend
Into the darkness
Once again

Surprise
Open your eyes
And learn to fly
As we arise
Into the sky
'Cause it's done
I've won don't you see
You're with me
Now you're free
To smile again
© 2004

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hey how are you doing these's days

Sorry I haven't come to visit..I have been kind of sick tthese;s days

Well I hope everything is working out for you!@!

Well Take care and have a good week

*comment back
_ J KWoN!
Posted 11/16/2004 9:29 PM by Joo108

Boy

Boy
I like ya style
Ya drive me wild
I seen you smile
When I come 'round
Boy
Light me on fire
My desire
So inspired
Take me higher
Boy
You're crazy
Amaze me
I gaze and
You faze me
Boy
Chase me
Erase her
Embrase me
Replace her
Boy
© 2004

Untitled 34

If I could steal your pain away
Then maybe that would make you stay
If I could just rewind the clock
Then maybe you would see and stop
And think about it for a while
If only I could make you smile
If only I could drink away
The tears that you cry everday
If only I could dry those eyes
You'd see I'll never make you cry
If only you would let me be
Right there for you then you would see
If only you and I were we
If only you told me you love me
© 2004

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poor kiara it was so sad to c u so depressing today cheer up girl
Posted 11/10/2004 8:41 PM by kaorulee

wow, your work continues to astound me.

such emotion and such talent... great work.
Posted 11/11/2004 4:54 PM by Beautiful_Loser7

Untitled 33

When my empty soul bleeds again
Then maybe you will see
When my empty heart loves again
Then will you be with me
When my empty mind screams again
Then maybe you will see
If ever I am whole again
Then we were ment to be
© 2004

Untitled 32

I'm down to earth
Know what I'm worth
Is every cent
You've ever spent
I don't need you
To buy me things
Like huge mink coats
And Diamond rings
Don't fight my battles
Push or shove
Just want your care
And all your love
© 2004


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and wt does that mean anyway
Posted 10/21/2004 5:47 PM by kaorulee

hey i havent talked to ya in a while! did you make that poem? its pretty good. love you layout! ive ran across this one before. well comment me back!

<3>Posted 10/22/2004 2:43 PM by foreverlonely76

Untitled 31

You should try
To justify
The types of things you do
I try to justify the things
I say and do for you
Try to justify the tries
Justifying all the lies
Just defy the rules and take a chance at
Just one glance at
Come and dance and view
Romance for two
Together you and I
We'll fly together
You and I so high
Toghether in this perfect weather
All there's left to do is cry
And sigh and think of you
And gaze up at the sky so blue

I like to glare
I like to stare
Into deep brown eyes
And short black hair
At candy lips
And golden skin
I want to feel the warmth within
Is it a sin
As I begin
To feel your touch
But not too much

Looks kill
Touch thrills
Sounds spill
Taste fills
Scents Chill
Cigarette smoke
Chalk dust
Laundry detergent
Gasoline
These are a few of my favorite things
Sure it's obserd
Fuck what you heard
It's what love smells like
I'm so phsyced
Yeah that's right
It's LOVE
© 2004

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hey heard you Went and saw the grudge..was it good ??
Well I hope it was fun
Well I hope you have a good week at school!!
Holla back

*j-Kwon!
Posted 10/25/2004 10:21 PM by Joo108

hey love the layout its really cool

i love you poetry also

very deep and beautiful

good job

*Torri*
Posted 10/26/2004 3:59 PM by MissAlwaysInvisible

thats sound so weird to me~
Posted 10/27/2004 10:54 AM by kaorulee

:RandoM props: Nice Xanga..Prop Me back pls
Posted 11/4/2004 1:06 PM by metab0lic666

Very nice...I enjoyed the flow of this especially. Great imagery as well
Posted 11/5/2004 5:18 PM by Beautiful_Loser7

Untitled XXX

Do not curse the darkness
When you can light a candle
I don't mean to hurt you
It can't be done...
My first true love..
And I know it
You're not like the others
I cared for them but not as deeply
It so hard to see you
It's so hard to talk to you
Have you changed
Do I know the person you are now...
Yes you are the person I fell in love with

Why is love so hard...
I never knew it could be
Like this so hard to see
The emotion... feelings behide love..
It changes people... makes them blind
It makes people do stupid things
Like care...

Worst part of liking you so much
You're one of my good friends..
I hope all that's not ruined now
Stay friends until the bitter end
Until you finally bend I know I lied
I'll always love you yes it's true
I love YOU and I will always
No matter what
I need you to know something though

You're special and
The nicest most caring
Person on this earth
For all it's worth
I hope you know
I am happy you were born
I try to show that without you today
I bet I'd be different
In every way you mean alot to me
Even though I show it too much...
It so hard to get over you
I really do hope you meet
The one that you dream of
Because you deserve the best
And It could always be me
But I'll give that a rest if you see
Then you'll see and maybe we will be
But if not then it's weird that I'm saying
Good luck though I won't give a fuck
About them your girlfriends I will hate them
I hope that soon we can talk like we did
A long time ago I guess we were just kids
Somethings change and I know that

The reason I'm so mad at you at the same time
Is that it seem to me you didn't care
I wasn't so special to you you weren't there
For me hardly ever I never deserved it
That's why I got mad and
Yes it's a spoiled reaction
I just wanted to be able to love you
And you love me in return
But I don't think that happened
Maybe I don't deserve
Your love...
Maybe I don't deserve it...
Maybe one day I will...
For now.. I won't focus on this
I'm sorry for causing this drama in your life
I'm taking a break from this
Before it breaks me but don't
You worry I'll be back wait and see
Just not as soon as usaully...
© 2004

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Posted 10/10/2004 3:23 PM by Broken_soul229

I like alot.. awesome.
Posted 10/19/2004 9:03 PM by Staples_then_inject

Untitled XXIX

A true friend is someone
Who reaches for your hand
And touches your heart
True love is when
You look in their eyes
And see their soul
It's when
They touch your cheek
And feel your pain
Take it away
And stop the rain
As you melt on their lips
And die in their arms
© 2004

Untitled XXVIII

I feel my luck could change
We're standing on the edge
The wind is the moon's imagination
I love the way you look at me
I love how complete I feel
When I am with you
I feel free don't you see
I love the way I fit in your arms that day
The first real hug you ever offered and gave
I love the way you make me laugh
I love the way your voice sounds over the phone
When we talk for a while and you hang up
To talk to another I know she's your lover...
I love how everytime I look at you,
You take my breath away
I love how I thank God everyday
For bringing someone as wonderful as you
Into my life
I love you just the way you are
But I wish you knew...

Wandering
It seeps through cracks, ripples the grass
Exploring the unknown
My love is my soul's imagination
I wish I could love how you love me
You don't
Wish we finish eachothers sentences
We don't
I love how I think that you`ll always be there
when I need you to be and that you'll always care
But I wanna know and you won't 'cause you don't
And I'd love the way you treat my friends
If you talked to them on odds and ends

How do I love you
Imagine
There... now we match
There's so much more...
But this is an eye-full for others reading it
And this is a pain for those who try to perseeve it
I'm feeling mixed feelings
Love is like falling off a cliff
Iit doesn't hurt until you hit the bottom
But when I hit just be there
Just be careful and tell me that it's ok
Please just stay here with me dear and
Speak with me before I die and listen to me
As I cry I'll tell you that no one will understand
There are only four questions of value in life

What is sacred
Of what is the spirit made
What is worth living for
And what is worth dying for
The answer to each is the same
Only Love
Only one true for each
One that's sent from above
And it's you and it's you and it's you
Damnit it's you you and me don't you see
I don't care what you wear how you talk
Or walk or your car or your job
Bout the gang or the mob or the dept
So don't sweat don't you get get it yet
Sometimes you gotta let your heart lead you
Even if it is somewhere your not supose to be
You give me nosegasums
You smell so good
Boys boys everywhere, but not a drop to date
And even when there's one drop left
I only want one mate
When you love someone
All your saved up wishes start coming out
Kill me... kill me again with love
Count Back The Weeks on Worried Fingers
It's gonna be a glorious day
© 2004

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hey, i really like ur site n 'specially ur poemz! xoxo, amy
Posted 10/7/2004 7:30 PM by DaOnEaNdOnLyBaByGrL

love isnt really meant for everyone..like me...but maybe its just waiting for u..u just gotta go out there and find it..or wait for it to find u..if it was meant for u it would be there...i just read ur lil note thing and i just wanted to responed to it..also ur poems r good..yea..well..im done now...

xX_BLoOdy_TeArZ_Xx
Posted 10/7/2004 7:35 PM by xX_BLoOdy_TeArz_Xx

Hey, I love your site..the skin is amazing,wow. That was a good little poem, sounded like a song. Was it a song? lol Check out my site, may I ask where you got your skin? I want to change my backround..
Posted 10/7/2004 8:25 PM by Broken_soul229

hey, i came across your site just now, love your background...your poems are quiet lovely....come visit sometime:)
Posted 10/9/2004 12:23 AM by dArK_cLoUdY_nItE

Untitled XXVII

The truth was a lie...
...And I wish...
I could take back...
All the words I said to you
The atmosphere of my being gone
Can only be described by Death
Life itself as the actions of Life
Lead to the birth of Death
If I'm going to die
I'll get to Hell on my own
I'm on a roll this time
© 2004

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i got grounded from the comp. so i didnt get them the past couple days, but they're really awesome ! good job !
Posted 10/7/2004 7:37 PM by x_onelastletdown

Untitled XXVI

I said that I don't need you
But I'm a liar.... I swear I do
Take me past the color of your eyes...
Away from all the lies
I've tried so hard to make you see
And now I'll let it be for me
I know now that my love is true
I know what I will give to you and now
I see that I should just stand back and take
A look at my mistakes and maybe
If I just stand by and baby if I dry those eyes
Then maybe you will understand
© 2004

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"Take me past the color of your eyes..."

...incredible line. This is a lovely, passionate write.

Love it.
Posted 10/7/2004 3:50 AM by Beautiful_Loser7

Untitled XXV

Is it that you hate me
Maybe you don't care
Is it just the way I walk
Or maybe it's my hair
Is it because I love you
Is it because I stare
Maybe it's the way I talk
Is it 'cause life's not fair
Wishing I would die instead
Of crying over you in bed
Is there nothing that you see in me
I would lose my virginity
If it would only make you see
That we were always ment to be
And if we do this tonight
It would all be alright
And you would be a part of me
And I a part of you
Forever true together you and I
I'll have yours and you'll have mine
Forever till the end of time
And in a way forever you'll be mine
© 2004

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*claps* Lovely. I enjoyed! :)
Posted 10/5/2004 5:38 PM by Staples_then_inject

Untitled XXIV

I feel uninspired
I'm not all that tired
It's now 8:11
I finnished at seven
My stomach is aching
My hands won't stop shaking
There's no sense I'm making
But if I take too long
I'm afraid you'll be gone
And so I sing this song
And I pray
That you'll stay
© 2004

Untitled XXIII

Taking chances
New romances
Lost in trances
All that's left

Give and get you
When I let you
Take a bet
I'm so mixed
Up and down me
All around me
You have found me
Take a taste

Not a sound
Make me fall down
On hands and knees
To suck to please
I get back up
We're gonna fuck

I'm taking chances
New romances
Lost in a trance
I'm all that's left

Give and get you
When I let you
Won't regret so
Take a bet
© 2004

Untitled XXII

Through life you begin to learn
That kisses dont always mean something
But I will always love you
Promises can be broken
Just as quickly as they were made
But my promise will stay true
And sometimes goodbyes
Really are forever
But I will never leave you
Life is a game never won nor lost
But I live on against all cost
My life is not the best of things
Just full of broken hearts and lost dreams.
© 2004

(Inspired by goodbye_to_romance)

Untitled XXI

Dozing
When are you
Proposing

Surfing on the waves of the sky
I learned to fly
Playing with the clouds

You hate me
You raped me
Join me in my dreams tonight
© 2004

(Inspired by secrets_unfolded)


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Very nice... i like how you used my away message. Oh.. my xanga is secrets_unfolded... although it aught to Aries3Sam lol.
Posted 9/13/2004 5:26 PM by secrets_unfolded


Love YellowCard, This is awesome.
Posted 9/15/2004 2:19 PM by DiabolicApathy

To The Moon

Fly me to the moon my dear
And lose me in the stars
Fill my heart with all false hope
On jupiter and mars

In other words
Take my hand
In other words
Say you'll miss me

Kill my heart with song
And let it bleed forever more
You were all I longed for
All I worshiped and adored

In other words
I'll stay true
You broke me but
I still love you
© 2004

Untitled XX

I learned today
That human beings
Where never ment to fly

With broken wings
And thoughts of things
Just wishing I would die

Some of us where just
Put here on earth
To pine and to sigh

But I was special
I was ment
To cry
© 2004

Untitled XIX

Life now is as hard
As it'll ever be
Said goodbye and I cried
Over you and me
So alone in the world
Fly away with me
And I don't know why
I didn't come
© 2004

Untitled XVIII

I wanted to trust you
I wanted you so
I want you so hard
Deep inside cumming oh
Why can't I resist
Will I take this risk
Love lust what is this
One more on your list
I'll think on it still
And maybe I will
And then will you love me
Is there someone above me
Do you just wanna fuck me
What luck then I'm done
And I hope you have fun
© 2004

Gonna

You're gonna love me
You're gonna want me
You're gonna need me
All of the time
I'm gonna make you
I'm gonna shake you
Body will quake yeah
You're gonna be mine
Nothing to fake
For all heavens sake
As soon as you wake
You'll feel so devine
I'm gonna break you
I'm gonna take you
And when you wake
Yeah then you'll be mine
© 2004


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HEy I like this poem alot..

Thanks for coming to Say Hi!

Well enjoy the rest of the week

And see you again soon
*c0mment back*

-joo young kwON!
Posted 9/1/2004 2:02 AM by Joo108

Well, Ive already told you this, but I think your poems are beautiful. Just like you!!! ^^ I love this one, and the ones you read to me on the phone too. Prettyful!! lol.

i love ya kiara, bye bye
Posted 9/2/2004 12:10 PM by InuSama06

krazie_banners aka kissable_penguin
switching banner sites
Posted 9/5/2004 10:48 PM by kissable_penguin

God I love your xanga display. Its so fuckin adorable! And the yellowcard song goes so well with it!
Posted 9/6/2004 7:05 PM by DiSfu_kTiOnAL

i love your poetry!

its funny how much other people can relate to poems written by someone else
Posted 9/6/2004 10:29 PM by CrazylilSam

awesome. very insistant.

love the site design, by the way.
Posted 9/7/2004 1:57 AM by Beautiful_Loser7

Yay!! You get another comment and more eprops!! Im bored! uh... yea. Reading ur poems again

very good... very very very good

Love love, bye bye
~Cahilly Mwahaha
Posted 9/7/2004 6:26 PM by InuSama06

i really like your site...
Posted 9/9/2004 8:47 PM by here_goes_nothin

hey jusr wanted to tell you i really like you xanga.. wish i had the skills =P
Posted 9/13/2004 2:18 PM by xSilent_Heartx

Untitled XVII

Baby I love you
No one above you
I'm thinkin of you
All of the time
Poetry for you
'Cause I adore you
Don't mean to bore you
With this stupid rhyme
But it's about time
That I make you mine
© 2004


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awe, this is so sweet!
mind if i add you?Posted 8/27/2004 6:05 AM by Rezu

Only One

Only one
Has the key
Only one
Don't you see
Love is forever
You and me?
Never together...
You are free
Look at me
And you'll see
Ony one
Has the key
© 2004


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Just wanted to stop by and thank you for the nice comment. When I upgraded to premium...I had a message that said click here for a free trial of something...not sure what anymore...and it added it...so thats how I get the pages...for the time being...anyhow. Your page is awesome ...its very unique.

Thanks for subscribing...I look forward to getting to know u better!!

Hope you have a good day!!! =]
Posted 8/26/2004 10:43 AM by StraightFromMyHeart

hey. just deciding to prop ya back! thanks for the comment and prop.

I really like that poem. its beautiful. (i love poetry)
hehe... catch ya later
Posted 8/26/2004 1:37 PM by Rezu

Wow I like your new layout, dear.

Your poetry is so beautiful. I love reading it.

-Heather
Posted 8/26/2004 3:17 PM by erotic_death

DAYUM ur layout is nice! and yea that a very nice poem. I should use that in my english class.. haha and nice song! Aights im out

HuestonPosted 8/27/2004 1:21 AM by DaRk_pHyTo

Tsuiho Suru

My body My mind
My heart My soul
My thoughts are soon
To make me whole
I'll take a chance
Forget romance
For lust and trust
A dirty dance
And end this trance
Without a second glance
© 2004

Yume o Miru

I won't be in it for the sex
Don't wanna be your ex
Another girl you get to bone
I sit here staring at the phone
I want to call you so you hear
These words I love you dearly
Don't you hear me crying out

Screaming
And I wonder

What could I have done
I want to be your only one
Yes us together would be fun
We'd sit together watch the sun
Go down the moon would rise
The stars would fall and then
Your eyes would get me lost
In your arms folded crossed
Twisted souls together as one
Underneath the dying sun
© 2004

Tanjobi

You tear my heart to pieces
And you throw it all away
I put it back together
And I don't know what to say

That day it was my birthday
And I know that you forgot
You just threw something at me
Like you wished that I would rot

I opend all my presents
And I had a lot of fun
I searched inside that box
And I found a piece of gum

I know you said you're sorry
You're forgiven before you asked
Chewing the gum of all my gifts
I saved the best for last
© 2004

Untitled XVI

He loves me.
He loves me not.
He loves me.
He loves me not.

This question
I ask again
My heart
Slowly rots

He loves me.
He loves me not.
He loves me.
He loves me not.

When will
This pain end
When will
It stop

He loves me.
He loves me not.
He loves me.
Just show it.

Lies
I know it
Take my heart
Throw it

He loves me.
He loves me not.
He loves me.
Who knows.

Into oblivion
There my love goes
I'm shattered and broken
And I'm sure it shows

He loves me.
He loves me not.
He loves me.
He loves me not.

This question
I ask again
My heart
Slowly rots

He loves me.
He loves me not.
He loves me.
He loves me not.

When will
This pain end
When will
It stop
© 2004

I'll just keep living in my fairytale.

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wowwww cause you definetly stole that from me....
try this: get your own ideas and don't copy mine. or at least give me credit or SOMETHING. geez...
Posted 8/20/2004 3:08 AM by x_onelastletdown

why thank you.<3
Posted 8/21/2004 1:28 AM by x_onelastletdown

Shimpai Suru

Coulda been in it for the sex
I'd rather be your ex
Just a girl you wanna bone
Trying to fix things on the phone
Don't leave me here with shatterd dreams
Don't lie to me and tell me things
You know I wanna hear, lets go
Let's start all over take it slow
You'll get your's, I'll get mine
In the end we'll both be fine
Just don't leave me here alone
I'll be staring at the phone
Please
Please forgive me
Don't you know it isn't easy
It's just so hard to choose
When I have more to lose
© 2004

Untitled XV

If we do this with no one around
If we do this we can't make a sound
If we do this there's no turning back
If we do this like dirty old Jack
And Jill we're up on the hill
And no it ain't for water
Cum into my womb
Desicrate my tomb
If we're caught
It'll be like man slaughter
Lets go into your room
And the lights go out BOOM
My first time gonna shine
Write all over my face
Tell the whole fuckin world
"This girl is mine"
© 2004

Yuck ok I don't like this one either Fuckin A

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cute site props
Posted 8/17/2004 10:00 AM by psychodude

Untitled XIV

I wish I could go back
To the point in time
Where I broke apart
And someone was there
To pick up the pieces
And I'd tell him
I gave you my heart
Can you help me find my soul
For my thoughts alone
Don't make me whole
And he said to me
Now don't you see
Your soul's at rest
Right here with me
You gave me your heart
And it did take it's tole
It's your words and your feelings
That will soon make you whole
© 2004

Ugh I don't like this one either damnit

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Hell, i like it. Good stuff bud!
Posted 8/18/2004 2:01 AM by InuSama06

Nigeru

I take leave of my life
My footsteps carry me
Like clouds in the winds
Of a forgotten tomorrow
Fading in the dimlight
Of the setting sun
And I ran away
© 2004

"I'm not the person you portray me to be"

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beautiful ...like my anus
Posted 8/14/2004 5:23 PM by LPhiE_NiZzLe

dam u got skills...lol... i wanna know how to write a poem...probz
Posted 8/15/2004 1:38 AM by AzN_NiGGa

Untitled XIII

I wish that I could be the one
To always make you smile
The first one that you finally asked
To stay with you a while

Four days: You know she didn't care
Almost two months: No love was there
And I was left to sit and stare
As you neglect the weight I bare

And choose the ones that just don't care
They have no heart no love to share
When I was always there for you
I've proven that my love is true

Am I invisible to you
Do you truely not have a clue
Is there someone to block your veiw
Am I really so wrong for you
© 2004

Untitled XII

Is there any wonder I can't sleep
When you're always on my mind
Everynight I tend to weep
Problems answers I can't find

And I often seem to find
I just wish I could rewind
And go back to change the past
So I won't get hurt this time
© 2004

Untitled XI

Kinda tired
Uninspired
And I'm feeling
Rather dull

1 AM
I'm bored again
When will I
Escape this lull
© 2004

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That was cute.
Posted 8/2/2004 3:32 PM by erotic_death

Hey Kiara, it's Koski! I saw that you subscribed to me, so i thought i'd say hey and hello.
Hey and Hello!
much love
-Lauren
Posted 8/2/2004 6:11 PM by verysexypajamas

hey who is this?
Posted 8/3/2004 2:04 AM by Mood4amelody

oh- were you friends with shonte? or was that a different kiara... yeah i went out with him for like a week or something in march
Posted 8/3/2004 2:13 PM by Mood4amelody

I really like your site and your writing style.
Posted 8/4/2004 5:05 PM by mysteriousXblackrose

I like your poem thing hehe

Well We need to hang out haa

have a good weeekned

*comment back

-joo young kwon!
Posted 8/6/2004 8:40 PM by Joo108

thats cute
Posted 8/6/2004 9:38 PM by tears_may_fall

Racing

Don't fight the feeling
Don't want the healing
I wanna be with you alone
I hit the ceiling
My mind is reeling
I often just stare at the phone
Should I call
Not at all
Wanna hear me
Do you fear me
I bang my head against the wall
Began to stumble then I fall
Sometimes you make me feel so small
I see you and my insides crawl
Don't fight the feeling
Don't want the healing
I wanna be with you alone
I hit the ceiling
My mind is reeling
I often just stare at the phone
© 2004

Should I call?

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Well written. Random comment.
Posted 8/1/2004 4:15 AM by Falling_one

i love it.

x3 mizzkAy
Posted 8/1/2004 3:01 PM by frankeythomason

I like the way your poem goes with one of the songs from the pictures, Matchstick Romance - Promise. Then again, I like your poem, period.

You should always call. What do you gain by not calling, and what do you lose by trying?
Posted 8/1/2004 8:03 PM by metrist

Valentine

Falling apart
Don't know
Where to start
Don't wanna let go
You keep telling me no
But I can't give up now
Have I wasted a year
I have I wasted my time
With every last tear
Please don't do this to me
Please just give me a chance
I only want you
I want love and romance
I won't break you
I care and I'm sorry
That at the mall
Everyone stared
But you just don't see
What I feel inside me
Then you'd understand
Why they stare...
You're perfect from
Your clothes to
Your hair and your
Attitude is so damn sexy
Perplexing me in everything
That you do or say
I hope you never go away
I know one day you'll understand
And on that day you'll be mine
My sweet valentine
© 2004


wow ok I hate this one

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aw! dont be upset!!! dont get mad, get GLAD!!!

xOx Krista Marie
Posted 7/31/2004 1:15 PM by Oo_Rox_Ur_Sox_oO


I love the music on your site Trapt is a pretty good band.. and I like your poetry.
Posted 7/31/2004 2:14 PM by BrokenEmpathetic


hey i liked the poem except the ending cuz i know she will never be mine...but other wise i liked it
Posted 8/8/2004 2:47 AM by So_in_Love_with_HER

Moshi-Moshi

No one told him
I'm not breathing
And now I know
I'm not sleeping
In your mind
I gave you
Someone to talk to
I lied so you
Could hide but
Please don't cry
Smile and don't
Believe
Wake me
From this dream
I'm all that's left
Of yesterday
© 2004

Untitled X

I like the way
My body quakes
To the beat
Of your heart

I like the way
The rain begins
To fall down
When I start

To fall down
On my knees
Crawling
In your skin
© 2004

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Well I dunno, you could leave it just like that, nice and simple. But unfinished or no, it's already beautiful. I'll remember to come back here often...
Posted 7/30/2004 3:10 AM by Beautiful_Loser7

Untitled IX

Blood is red and I feel blue
You stole my heart and broke it too
You sold my soul and left me here
And all that's left is angst and tears

© 2004

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that hit...right at the soft spot..

~ray
Posted 7/26/2004 8:52 PM by Monkeydiver07

theres no reason left to fight.

the battle is lost.

no more everyday .

this is at an ending and im through with you.
Posted 7/26/2004 9:50 PM by spinmeista_flex

omigosh did you write that? thats an awesome poem

Posted 7/28/2004 6:45 PM by foreverlonely76

Nice pics.. and kick ass song.. Trapt.. Still Frame.. Nice!! aight l8erz
Posted 7/29/2004 4:49 AM by DaRk_pHyTo

Love the pics. hey and my new site is Pretty_In_Black950, I won't be using Hikari nemore, so yea. Hope ta talk to ya soon!
~S~
Posted 7/29/2004 7:17 PM by anonymous

Untitled VIII

I'm on my knee's
And begging please
Can't you just
Give me a chance

I'm on my knee's
And begging please
And you won't even
Take a glance

(Not finished)
© 2004

Untitled VII

Shakin ass and
Movin fast
Holdin hips and
Lockin lips
Bodies bumpin
Music pumpin
We're all ravin
And I'm cravin
Slowly grindin
Thoughts in mind and
There's no tears
No time for moppin
Everyone's here
And we're all groppin
The punch was spiked
And now we're hyped
Intoxicated
Shoulda waited
But oh well
The parties swell
I had a drink
When I was done
Off came my top
Then came some fun
And then as I
Began to flirt
Well funny thing
Up went my skirt
I'm proud of two
Things we did right
We used protection
On that night
We took a cab and
Stayed alive
Remembering not
To drink and drive

© 2004

The Things You Do

You haunt me
You taunt me
You flaunt what
You've got...

Cause you tease me
You please me
Though not very
Often although
When you soften
Your touch and
You do this at
School and they
All think you're
Cool though you
Treat me unfairly
And though I am
Weary I seem to
Not care though
You make me look
Easy and everyone
Stares...

But I love you
There's no one
Above you
Making me whole
And freeing my
Soul and you don't
Understand and they
Don't see just
How much you mean
To me...
© 2004

Untitled VI

I know one day
That when I'm gone
You'll find another slave

I know one day
You'll set me free
And send me to my grave
(Not finished)

© 2004

Sextra! Sextra!

Lust
Trust
Thrust
Thrust
In, out
Up, down
Mmmmmmmmm
Still a virgin
Not so young
By the taste
Of a virgin tongue
Three more years
But will you last
Can you take it
Not too fast
This may hurt you
Yes I know
Come on baby
Oooo let's go
Kiss me here and
Touch me there
Then take off
My underwear
Gropping
Kissing
Add some tounge
Oh my god
I'm gonna come
My first time
Has not come yet
But what you see
Is what you get
And in the end
I hope I don't
Regret it
© 2004

Healing

I need to heal
From how I feel
I feel like screaming
Awaken from this
Dream gone nightmare
I stare into the darkness
I hear you calling
Is it any wonder
I can't sleep
As I think about you
I begin to weep
As you slowly seep
Into my haunted realm
© 2004


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Love the new layout thingy, and absolutely love the poems!!!!!!!!!!! Triple times...like....1000x lol. And I love ur background..newayz gots ta go, just wanted u to kno that I love it! and ta keep writing!

~Stac~
Posted 7/21/2004 9:33 PM by Hikari_Angel950


love the poems, theyre good

xOx Krista Marie
Posted 7/21/2004 11:45 PM by Oo_Rox_Ur_Sox_oO


Very good once agian :)
Posted 7/23/2004 10:05 AM by XMidnightxAshesX


**disclaimer**

8:10 in the p.m. i murder you for being the annoying fuck you are. HA HA HA HA. bloody messes of raptured flesh splayed on my face SPIRITS RISING. Consumate hatred putrid insolence annoyance you're my living sacrifice. Let the demons take hold and rape your face I'll take control. This manifest of paranormal occult actions. Most heinous sex acts , I go down HEAR YOUR SCREAMS i arise looking new born , razors edge pressed against your bloody cunt 3 slices and your life is flowing in my veins. I came from a bloody engorged bloody hole and thats where I'll bury you. rip you in half and place you upon the altar intestines spilling over... DRIP...DRIP...DROP bloody organ slop.... SPIRITS RISING
Posted 7/23/2004 2:40 PM by spinmeista_flex

Just This Once

You make me
But please just
Don't break me
When I trusted
You just don't
See that she's
Nothing like
Me though I
Give you my
Heart you just
Tear it apart
And you keep
Choosing her
She gives your
Heart a stir
With a blender
And then I'm
There for you
Again you don't
See won't you
Look
Look at me
Just this once...
And there's nothing
That I can do...

Even without a heart...
I'm still in love with you...
© 2004

Higure

Tonight
Tonight I pray
Pray that you stay
You stay with me
With me tonight
Because tonight
Tonight I bleed
I bleed and breath
Breath one last breath
With that last breath
I want to say
Say that I love you
In everyway
And as I take
That final Breath
In your arms
I lay to rest
© 2004

Simplify

Dying
Praying
Bleeding
Screaming
Forsaken
In your eyes
Thoughts
Heart
Trust me
In my
Self-rightous
Suicide
© 2004

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heyy kiara its julia upfal from art
Posted 7/18/2004 11:52 AM by doin_time

Your poetry is really really good. And you have a nice site too. I didnt read all of them just the ones on the front page. You should publish a book with them. They are really good.

~Ashley~

Posted 7/18/2004 1:06 PM by XMidnightxAshesX

My Problem

Circulation cut off
I
Can't
Breath
It's happening again
You
Don't
See
I can't do anything right
What's wrong
With
Me
I'm suffering tonight
© 2004

A Twisted Preposal

Wasting my time
In this place of horror
Waiting to die and go to hell.
Looking for ways
To cure my disorder
There is no hope that I can tell

Someday you'll find
Me and you'll see
The monster that dwells within
Someday you will
Realize that it's time
For an eternal chapter to begin

You'll understand
That who I am is not
Just a girl who loves you
You'll see that I'm
Caring and grateful
And my love is eternally true

I'm faithful and
I know that you need
Someone that causes no grief
I'm Loyal I'll be
There by your side
And I know I can give you relief

Free me and I will
Be yours for all time
I know you were born to release me
I'll never hurt you
And never desert you
All you have to do is believe me
© 2004



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"My love she speaks like silence
Without ideals or violence
She doesn't have to say she's faithful
Yet she's true, like ice, like fire
People carry roses
And make promises by the hours
My love she laughs like the flowers
Valentines can't buy her.

In the dime stores and bus stations
People talk of situations
Read books, repeat quotations
Draw conclusions on the wall
Some speak of the future
My love she speaks softly
She knows there's no success like failure
And that failure's no succes at all.

The cloak and dagger dangles
Madams light the candles
In ceremonies of the horsemen
Even the pawn must hold a grudge
Statues made of match sticks
Crumble into one another
My love winks, she does not bother
She knows too much to argue or to judge.

The bridge at midnight trembles
The country doctor rambles
Bankers' nieces seek perfection
Expecting all the gifts that wise men bring
The wind howls like a hammer
The night blows rainy
My love she's like some raven
At my window with a broken wing."
- Bob Dylan

Posted 7/17/2004 10:47 PM by PhreakyMusicHead

That's one of my favorite love songs.
Posted 7/17/2004 10:56 PM by PhreakyMusicHead

that sounds like a great offer... altho it makes me weary. like the words of a demon. filled with promises and love. but backed with betrayal and hatred.
Posted 7/18/2004 1:53 AM by holyfreekinspandexbatman

hey was lookin through blogrings and urs caught my eye when i read that little discription thingy i know how u feel i think becuz thats exactly how i feel...
Posted 7/18/2004 4:39 AM by So_in_Love_with_HER

An Attempt To Remember

Fuckin chorus (below)


I wanna be your number one
I wanna be your shining sun
I wanna be your everything
I wanna make your heart sing

I'll brighten up your cloudy day's
I wanna take your pain away
I wanna be your everything
'Cause you're everything to me


I'm starting to remember one of the poems......

I Dream
I Scream
I Smile
I Weep
I Haunt
I Taunt
I Break
I Ache
I Love
Because
I LIVE



I think I remember the beginning of another one..............

I'm slowly drifting away
There's nothing left to do or say
Sometimes I wanna runaway
Sumthin

Blah
Blah
Yada
Yada

I dunno damnit


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hey, thanks for the comment...wait what grade are u gonna be in? I'm gonna be a sophomore...ewww thats weird..i liked being a dumb freshman hehe.

c ya round'

~ray
Posted 7/16/2004 11:17 PM by Monkeydiver07


This is not directed towards you, I come and randomly post on sites my poetry. If you like it, and theres more than just depressing poems trust me, then subscribe. You should recieve a poem just about every other day. Thank you, enjoy.

how can one thing so pure be tragically broken

necks are once so subtle i can only wait to snap

why are you still here

you cant take the hint

i loved you once but not anymore

i despise the existance of you

freed now of any infatuation.

free to go and kill everything that once might have been

the ring extended to you was dashed away with out a word

given up hope, life, lust, peace, pride

just to make you happy

now go kill yourself because you dont get what you want

just kill yourself.. but your to weak to go through with it.

you wish you were worthy

and my chauvinistic ways bleed through again. and i spite you for what youve brought upon yourself,

i know youll read this and think that im the asshole

but fuck you and all your worth for you cant know the hell im in

just call leave a message of hate

truth lies in the emptyness of the vodka

it was all i could do to keep from killing your ignorance.

play along and hope you pick up the pace

you were always disgusted

i hope that i kill every feeling that you once had inside.

because my heart shaped box is full of tears and needs none of yours
Posted 7/17/2004 8:21 AM by spinmeista_flex

ANGER

I wrote like 3 or 4 poems last night but i fuckin didn't save them and my dad is a fuckin asshole and doesn't EVER respect my privacy and then had the nerve to lie and say he wasn't in my room so when i ask him to do me a fav and save them he says he turned the comp off and i said he said he wasn't in my room and he said he was he shoulda fuckin said that in the first fuckin place!

It's burning inside and
I don't wanna hide it
I'm tired of all of this
Bullshit I'm done
Losing 4 peices
To my soul now
How the fuck
Can I ever be whole
© 2004

All I fuckin remember is a chorus I fuckin made up thinkin maybe one day i'll write a song but I don't even really care about that so much like not at all it wasn't very important not as important as b4 asshole fuckin ass hole I hate him right now he needs to stay out of my life he should trust me enough I don't do nething wrong just leave me the fuck ALONE!

Shiika

Poetry lost
And poetry broken
Always poetic
However soft spoken

A poet in life
And a poet in death
This is my story
And there's alot left

Poetry lost
And poetry broken
Always poetic
No matter how spoken
© 2004

Demon's Promise

Did she break your heart
I knew from the start
That she's not the one
Though she might have been fun
But don't you want
Someone who haunts
You in your dreams
And makes you scream
But not in fear
To shed a tear
Oh no not me
I love you dear
I won't break your heart
Tell you from the start
That I am the one
And I'll still be fun
But you don't want
Someone who haunts
You in your dreams
And makes you scream
But don't you see
That you need me
© 2004

Untitled V

BREAK
Break
Break
Break

I need you
I love you
And she
Doesn't
Love you
Like I do
And I know
That she told
You she does

Break
Then bind
Break
Then bind

Break from her
Take from her
Bind to me
Find in me
What you need
What you seek
Am I making
You weak in
The knees

Bind
Bind
Bind
BIND
© 2004

Dream A Dream

I'm holding onto
A dream that
Wont come true...
A dream that
Someday
I'll belong to you
© 2004

Well 5 days away from their 2 month Anniversary... and they fuckin broke up! What the hell! It makes no sense really.... oh well I hope he's ok she broke up with him after all.... I'm sorry.... I hope you're ok....

WANTED

A smart guy, that's outgoing... caring... great sense of humor... knows how to be silly but knows when to be serious... Who loves me for me... who doesn't play mind games... who's honest... and loyal... just don't break my heart... it's barely holding together with the super glue...

When you care
About someone
As much as I do you
Being apart
Is the hardest thing
To get used to
I thought
I'd handle it just fine
And that I'd be happy
Just to keep you
On my mind
But it isn't always that easy
Sometimes the one thing
That would please me
The most
Is simply seeing you
I knew that I'd miss you
I just didn't know
I'd miss you this much...
© 2004

PAST COMMENTS
Well, I think there are only 5 men that meet ur qualifications lol. I mean...man all of them are dumb. But I love guys soo much lol I can't help it. Newayz luv ur poem!

~Stac~
Posted 7/14/2004 5:08 PM by Hikari_Angel950

A Lonely Walker

I feel so broken up...
And I give up...
Lie to me...
Just once more
Give me something
Worth living for
You don't love me
Like I love you
Say you hate me
So I can move on
Tell me something
A reason
Worth fighting for
Give me anything
Anything to keep me breathing
I can't just walk away
Pretending I don't love you....
That night I held a fallen star
And it wept for me...dying...
And now tonight I am the star
So hold me as I die I cry
Cause I like the way
You make me feel
And atleast I'll die happy
© 2004

Innocent Until Proven Guilty

It might not go with this picture but whatever

I'm breaking
I'm aching
I want this
To end
I've been so
Damn open
It's time to
Defend
This damn
Four leaf clover
Is usless
And well
All though I
Just found it
I already fell
Into the abyss
On my way
Down to hell
Fell in love
I fell hard
How could I
Know you sucked
You ruined my life
I'm now totally
Fucked
And yet still
I love you
Innocent though
So filthy
From lies now
You die I'm
Still not
Proven guilty
© 2004

PAST COMMENTS

WOw I love all your poems, and kewl pic on the last entry, she look innocent, yet when you scroll down and see the blood drenched sword and gaze upon the sea of blood she's rising on then you know that she's done sumthing bad. Sorry I love deciphering pictures. newayz I love your writing, and you back ground is kinda scary but in a kewl way lol. Love the pic Innocent Until Proven Guilty, but I bet that lil penguin dude is just a lil guilty, lol. Oh and I love the back ground music, who is it? J/w. Well gots ta go comment on oblivious peoples xangas that I don't even kno lol. Well hope ta tlak to ya soon, beh bi!

~Stac~
Posted 7/13/2004 11:26 PM by Hikari_Angel950

I love that penguin pic, but I can't see it anymore. Where you get it?
Posted 7/14/2004 12:05 AM by Indulge_Yourself_Mindlessly

Just wait...

Turn on your light...
And they'll see you...
You make a sound...
And they'll hear you...
If you think its scary being lost...
Just wait until you're found.

But then
That's what you want
Isn't it don't you need
Someone to notice you
To care for and treasure
Only you forever

Turn on your light...
And they'll see you...
You make a sound...
And they'll hear you...
If you think its scary being lost...
Just wait until you're found.

But then
What if it's not
What you thought
They could hurt you
Desert you and then
What would you do

Turn on your light...
And they'll see you...
You make a sound...
And they'll hear you...
If you think its scary being lost...
Just wait until you're found.

But then
They could use you
Abuse you and then
They'd erase your memory
And do it again
But what could you do
Yes what to do then

So turn on your light...
And they'll see you...
So just make a sound...
And they'll hear you...
'Cause if you think its scary being lost...
Just wait until you're found.
© 2004

Remedy

I need you
I want you
But no you're
Not here
I want you
I need you
To help cure
This fear
© 2004

Even Unto Death

4:50 AM Bye bye baby
Don't be long
I worry about you
While you're gone
And if I die
Upone your wake
I pray my heart and soul
You take
And bury me
In the garden
Prove to me love
With tender care
That even in hell
Your love is still there
© 2004

Pattern of the Stars

I love you
My only one
Just as the moon
Does love the sun
But the sun
Loves not the Moon
The Universe goes
Round the Sun itself
While the Moon
Does circle the Earth
But the moon
Loves the sun
The only one
And it's love is all
It's worth
© 2004

Hitori Dake

I am so alone in this world
No one to wipe tears from my eyes
No one to hear my cries
No one to ease the pain
No one to make me sane
No one to explore my haunted reality
No one to know the real me
No one to understand
No one to take my hand
No one to guide me away from here
No one to take away my fear
No one to share my love
No one that's thinking of
No one to care for me
No one not too blind to see
That I'm as alone as can be
© 2004

Games of the Stars

You thought it was over
It's just begun
Just as the moon
And rising sun
Are in a constant
Game of tag
A war of sorts
That's quite gone bad
For when the sun
Does greet the the day
The moon has scowled
And gone away
And when the moon
Does chase the sun
The sun with day
Is gone and done
And so this game
Has gone to waste
As has my love
For you in haste
From Toxic Faith
Comes Toxic Fate
Thus is my Love
Against your Hate
© 2004

Endless Waltz

Broken pieces
Rotten core
You tore my heart
To peices four
You said it true
I had a chance
Well now it's over
And this dance
This endless waltz
Inside my chest
Just like my soul
Will finally rest
© 2004

Unrequited Love (8:30ish PM)

As the tears seep
Into a new wound
As I drink away my pain
The sting of the salt
In my liquid sorrow
Reminds me of
The love I have for you
And the love not yet returned...
Not yet...
© 2004

Remember

I do remember
That night with you
I remember I drank
Of crimson dew
From a pouring rain
Filled with
The crimson tears
Of a life time
And as we drank
I rememberd
Things unfelt
No not unfelt
For I felt them
And for just one night
I thought you
Felt them too
© 2004

PAST COMMENTS
wow... another nice one! well, just checkin up on u.. ehehehe props gurl!...
Posted 7/11/2004 11:06 AM by romeo_n_juliet_aznstyle - delete - block user - fix language - reply


wow, that's really good :)
Posted 7/11/2004 11:30 AM by qhetto_PiNK


Hey, i was checking out some random blogs and i came across your site. your poetry kicks ass. Random Props. Byes.

~Maria~
Posted 7/11/2004 12:54 PM by XxS666NxX


Mad Propz..im keepin my xanga yo...danx..lata
Posted 7/11/2004 5:02 PM by chinezekid916

Untitled IV

Sorrow feeds
Off haunted dreams
As I follow
The crimson road
Of hope and desire
© 2004