Stop The Rain

Remember when you stopped the rain?
Remember when you eased my pain?
When your soft touch drove me insane
with love and joy, with lust and fear, and as you kissed away each tear
I knew that this is what I want.

But now again the rain must start
not to repair but break my heart
and tear my whole wide world apart.
It’s ripping at the seams and I just can’t breathe
and all I can do now is just wonder where I went wrong.

I thought that you would stop the rain
but all you do is bring me pain.
Each thought of you drives me insane.
Each dream fills me with empty spaces, holes that no one else can fill but you.
And if I tried to go on like I never knew you the rain would never stop.

Do you think you can stop the rain
from falling, can you ease my pain again?
Will your touch drive me insane again?
These are things I’ll never know.
Eyes that sparkle in the moonlight, my escape from bumps in the night.
My hour glass could soon run out, each day I cry, I scream, I shout ‘cause nothings going right.
Just cradle my head in my hands for the moment,
It’s too late to find the rewind button now, too late to go back, I’ve run out of time.
Am I meant to drown in all my pain or
baby can you stop the rain
© 2005

Rain

I love the rain.
Pouring over my body with the sound of and answered prayer
and the feel of redemption. Caressing each curve.
With the booming voice of thunder as my lullaby and guardian
he would flash a lightning smile.

I love the rain.
However cold and wet. It leaves me open and exposed.
Tapping lightly on the roof as a reminder of my failure.
As Gods booming voice now veto’s my plans
not good enough, upstaged again by lightning.

I love the rain.
Beating down on my being, betraying me.
Pounding at my window, swimming in my pain, raging through the storm.
The thunderous voice cutting, breaking, shattering me as I fall.
Struck down… Replaced once more by lightning

But… I love the rain.
© 2005

The Game

If you can't have what you want
should you take what you can get?
Or leave it there and live life in regeret?
Can't have what I want and get what I don't
Can't figure it out but maybe I won't.
I guess it's just what I deserve.
Neglect, abuse, harassment, and lies.
It's just some sick game to get in my thighs
and I can't believe they have the nerve.

If you can't have what you want
should you take what you can get?
Or leave it there and live life in regeret?
Just give up, don't cry, it's all a lie.
Don't let them see the tears I cry.
I'll make it on my own.
I'm not just an ass that walks.
No one listens when I talk.
I know now, I stand alone.
© 2005

Mortality Fatal (Part 2)

They're screaming my name and no one can hear them
but me. I just can't see where it comes from.
It' hard but I try I just can't close my eyes.
God knows what lies behind them. Don't want to imagen.
Won't turn out the light, afraid of the night.
Stay awake, please don't cry, never sleep never die.
© 2005

Mortality Fatal (Part 1)

Don't you turn away from me.
Don't hide your eyes from what you see.
The truth locked deep inside of me and
I thought I could trust you.

Don't let me give into the pain.
I'm too afriad to go insane.
Morphine drops me, goodnight brain,
as needles puncture every vein.

Don't try so hard to hide the tears.
The end grows closer every year
and I'm afraid I'll be alone
to bury myself on my own.
© 2005

Prison

When will I escape this prison
built to keep the life I live within.
I try to change with every sin
I just don't know where to begin.

I'm trying now to break these walls.
I feel so weak, so useless, small.
I'm thrashing, screaming and they fall,
crumbling on top of me and
underneath it all I see the truth.
And as I call out know that

I cannot escape this prison
built to break me everytime I bend.
Where it will lead me all depends
but to begin it has to end.
© 2005

PAST COMMENTS
ahh thats cool
im pretty good right now actually
-Kell

Posted 7/14/2005 9:17 AM by Anonymous