Untitled 64

It's never easy to face our fears
It's always too easy to fall
It's never the end after all these years
My insides will always crawl
© 2005

The Moonlight

If you are not carefull I'll become your greatest fear
When I got a chance to I would drown you in your tears
I'll be under your bed tonight I'll stay with you for years
You can try but you can't stop the moonlight

I would sing of a song of death
I would take your final breathe
Then I'd lay you down to rest
And fade into the night

If you're very careful I could take away your pain
When I get a chance to I would bathe your scars in rain
Wash away the memories that drive you most insane
Then you wouldn't have to fight the monlight

I would sing a song of life
I would take away your strife
I could be your loving wife
And lay with you this night
© 2005

Perfect

The phone rings and I know it's you
Tonight's the night my dreams come true
It's our first date I'm so excited
Try so hard but I can't hide it
Everything will go just right
We will have the perfect night
Together you and me

Well that's what I get for opening my mouth
Look up, the birds are flying south
It's cold outside, no sky of blue
This kills my perfect day with you
You say that you still wanna go
But baby now I just don't know
If this is gonna work

The doorbell rings as I hang up
At first I'm thinking what the fuck
Who is it and what do they want me to do
I swing the door open and baby it's you
I stand there in shock of such a surprise
I slowly get lost staring into your eyes
And you kissed me like you ment it

You pick me up and twirl me round
My feet now lifting off the ground
And in your arms I long to stay
This feeling never to away
We take a walk on down the street
I feel so light upon my feet
I'm finally right here with you

We go to the park and what do I see
A picnic all set up for three
A little kitten head pokes out
With pointed ears and eyes that pout
And you say "Happy Birthday dear
Today has marked your 16th year"
And my heart fills with joy

Soon it begins to rain and you
Run to the car unsure what to do
But I love the rain and begin to dance
Searching for a poncho you catch a glance
Smile, shut the door, and return
Remembering why our love still burns
Deep within our hearts

You join me now for a dance in the rain
As passer bys think "Are they insane?"
I pick up our new ball of fur
The rain seems not to bother her
She licks our faces, softly purs
I've never seen such eyes like hers
So deep, a purple haze

Today was perfect after all
Even with mishaps like rain fall
Yes our first date went rather well
And our new member's doing swell
And soon your birthday will be here
Older than me by one year
My turn to make it perfect
© 2005


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THAT'S VERY GOOD SO HOW DID YOU COPYRIGHT YOUR STUFF JUST WONDERING
Posted 3/2/2005 2:07 PM by WANDERINGJD

Untitled 63

If I could just rewind the clock
If I could make it all just stop
If you would give me one more shot
If I could stop these tears

If only you could stop the rain
If only you would ease my pain
This feeling's driving me insane
I've wasted all these years

If only I could be with you
Forever loving just us two
But now I have too much to do
Just facing all my fears

So as I die here with a smile
I hope that you might stay a while
I wish that I could walk a mile
Before I fade to tears
© 2005

Missunderstanding of CA

If it was that easy I'd take it all back
I'd make you forget what we said
I'd never have mentioned your name to the world
So you'd never wish I was dead
I'll just fade away now if that's what you wish
I know that you hate me today
If I knew a way I would turn back the clock
And find ways to make sure you stay
If you feel I rushed it 'twas not my intend
I guess it's a flaw all the time that i've spent
That I've wasted just thinking of you everyday
If I never thought you where thus heaven sent
Then your feelings I would cast away
But I care too damn much you where all I had left
As far as I'm concerned you've commited a theft
So if you wanna hate me then give back my heart
And that book filled with memories you kept
© 2005

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c kiara i dont understand a thing in ur entry
Posted 2/14/2005 9:00 PM by kaorulee

I Hate To Say I Told You So

I hate to say I told you so
I've heard it in the past
I hate to say I told you so
It happend all so fast
I wish that I could just go back
And look at my mistakes
If I could just have one more chance
I'll do whatever it takes
I hate to say I told you so
I knew it wouldn't last
Well now that you've said I told you so
Why don't you kiss my ass
© 2005

Untitled 62

I feel like everything I do leads me back to you
And though I live life everyday I'll slowly fade away
In dispare, I'll still be there for you, I'll love you like you want me to
And though the end is slowly coming I'll keep running
Til I'm by your side again; If I break next time I bend
Just promise you won't regret and never will you then forget
What happend the day you met me; I'll never leave but don't you let me
© 2005

Untitled 61

If this hurts you think I'll care
Realize I couldn't care less
And I hope that you're happy
I hope that you're ready
'Cause it's gonna eat you alive
Feel my pain when you think of me
Scream when you dream
Hope you bleed when you see me
I know that it seems that I'm bitter but
Fuck you and all you do
All you are, all you say, all you see, hear, and feel
'Cause right now and today this shit's over for real
© 2005

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hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. DORK HAHAHAHAHA, WATS CRACKING PLAYA
Posted 2/16/2005 8:29 AM by bunite007

it was awesome to see ya last night !
Posted 3/17/2005 9:00 PM by kitkat2007

Hey I'm actually Commenting on your xanga.
I hope you see this.
Well I hope to see you soon.
have a good week.
-jO hn KWoN
Posted 4/19/2005 9:03 PM by Joo108

If you really did copywrite your poetry, how'd you go about doing that? I'm gonna be needing to do that within a year or so.
Posted 4/30/2005 12:56 AM by PhreakyMusicHead

Untitled 60

It's funny you pretend to be a friend who's always there for me
But in your eyes I seem to find decet; betrayl in your mind
Friend or foe you've got to go if only I could just say so
I don't recall one truth you've told ; this fantasy is getting old
So leave me now and don't return; of all that's left one lesson learned
© 2005

Reikoku na

I wish the world would drown
And if it ever did
I'd listen to the sound
Of every screaming kid
And I will help but no one
Why should I really care
I'll stare straight at the sun
Tough luck bitch life's not fair
That's how I feel inside today
And now one's ever helped me
So I'll watch as you fade away
For you too are unworthy
© 2005

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monkry Bong!!!! ha ha ha ha haaaaa................
Posted 2/7/2005 8:32 AM by GiantRobot_7

Unworthy

Every night it seems that I have cried myself to sleep
Ignore my silent screams as I am swallowed in the deep
The empty, dark, and cold abyss, the inside of my heart
I'm dying, fighting something inside tearing me apart
An endless struggle, how'd it start, something I wish to know
I'm backed into a corner now with no where left to go
Can't make it through this nightmare; me, with no help from above
I'm lonely, broken, cold, and dead; worthy of no ones love
© 2005

Untitled 59

I can't save your world
I'm no super girl
I just wanna be right here for you
I can't face your fears
But I'll dry you tears
If there's anything that I can do
You know I'll be there
Just say when and where
Just remember that I'm always true
But I'm no super girl
And I can't save your world
So maybe that's why we're through
© 2005

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bong:tired:
Posted 2/2/2005 4:24 PM by GiantRobot_7

Untitled 58

You don't see me in the halls, pushing me against the walls
I can't find the reasons why you hate me so damn much
All I know is that I care, everything I thought was there
Has disappeard into thin air and all that's left is lies
Everyday cuts like a knife, more and more I hate my life
Sit alone inside my room and cry away the pain
It's just that I can't forget, from the day that we first met
Everything I do and say... Just stop the rain... It's not ok...
© 2005

Otherworld

Today I woke up in a new world
A new world where no one could feel
Where the pain and the scars had all vanished
And nothing was left there to heal
A world where you never stopped breathing
A world like you wouldn't believe
In this world my heart had stopped bleeding
And no one could lie or deceive
How wonderful this world may seem
And true I should be in sweet bliss
But from this world I wanted to leave
'Cause in this world you couldn't exist
© 2005