Save the Last Dance

I wanna be happy, but I've tried too much
I wanna be held, but you run at my touch
I wanna be loved, but you just won't stay
I need someone here, but you ran away
I wanna be cared for, I don't stand a chance
I wanna be worthy, of just one last dance
© 2005

PAST COMMENTS
hi. this is shanlea90 from gaia. just checking out your site. Not to be accusatory it could be a simple coincidence, but I have a poem that I wrote that has two lines in it that are in your poem up top. Weird.....
Posted 3/31/2005 6:02 PM by spazzy_irish_woman

I love the poem......you will find that person.
Posted 4/9/2005 11:06 AM by Masters_Whip

soon u will find it~ cheers~
Posted 4/9/2005 11:26 AM by Hyasuma

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You can't run away this time
Find a way to ease my mind
Please don't leave me wandering blind
Seeking answers I can't find

You can't hear me scream my dear
Cornered, fighting every fear
Losing you with every year
Falling fast with every tear

You don't know the pain I'm in
Satan spawn, obsessed with sin
In the end I'll surely win
Eternity will soon begin
© 2005

The moral: Keep trying. Face your fears. Don't walk away.

Certain Age

My friend wrote a poem for class but she needed me to type it 'cause her wrists are badand she's forbbiden by the doc. to type. So I typed it up... but It wasn't very good..... So I rewrote it... so It's actually my poem now. Although I tried to keep the same thoughts and put into what she was tryng to say. Here it be lol


Growing up is so hard
It’s the furthest thing from a Fairy Tale.
Times spent worrying about love now seem so senseless
When of a certain age.
A time when all is shown to you
When none was shown to me.
The feeling: confusion and pain.
The thought of knowing…
Locked up in a place inside my mind
Hiding, consumed within my deepest desires
My most wondrous dreams
But… as everyone knows…
We can’t live in a Fairy Tale world
Where everything ends up just right.
Now everything is shown to me
As I am of certain age
And this process now starts for another.
And they’ll never know as it happens
It’s normal.
© 2005

What, Me.

What I want
What I need
What I am
What I see
What I hear
What I do
What I live
What I give
Just Me
© 2005

Haiku time!!!!

Monarchs in the trees
Wings flapping in gentle breeze
All will soon be well
© 2005

just for a contest but i like it

Black Tears

Counting the years while crying black tears.
Heart cold and stonelike, facing my fears.
Never too broken to walk on alone.
Never too helpless to break every bone
In your body. I hate how you treat me.
I wish I could hear how you scream when you think of me.
Breaking my heart. If you loved me you'd rip me apart
And I'd die from the feeling of healing my wounds.
So consumed in all of your hate. You don't see
what you're doing to me. But it's really ok 'cause I love you.
And in my heart there's no one above you.
I know one day you'll take me away to a place in the skies.
And I'll slowly get lost looking deep in your eyes.
© 2005

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lol, thanks~ i see that u write poetry, i do the same lol~ nice poem~
Posted 3/15/2005 5:17 PM by Hyasuma

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I've learned through out the years. I've learned with every tear.
That nothings like it seems and there's no need for fear.
Just open up your eyes and just ignore the lies,
'Cause nothing will be perfect so there's no need to try.
But if you're feeling dreary I hope that you can hear me,
'Cause I know what it's like when eyes become so weary
When small things make you sad, when all you thought you had
It all just fades away when good souls turn to bad.
But we cannot rewind. Instead we try to find
A way to stop the pain, a way to ease our mind
Though many think they've found it. I buried it, I drowned it,
'Cause we were ment to suffer. Because we all allowed it.
© 2005

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If you look up at the sky tonight
All you would see is stars
I wonder what it might be like
On jupiter or mars
To look up at the sky and see
A natural light show
Beautiful colors dancing 'round
Red, green and yellow
Aurora borialis
Every time the moon does rise
But I can only wonder
As I star up at the sky
© 2005

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Burst in to flames
Dancing, such color
Never the same
No one like the other
Yellow like lightning
Red like the sun
Green like the grass
But I can't pick just one
The night life's exciting
Color's dance in the sky
Are those stars?
Or more fireworks?
Tricks to my eyes
So brilliant and bright
Romantic and fun
I know I'll be sad
When it's over and done
© 2005

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You're never alone with a stone
No never alone not at all
It will stay there and listen to you
It will always catch you when you fall
But who wants to be with a stone
If you fall on it surely it hurts
It's like talking to a brick wall
And it sure won't give you it's dessert
I'd rather have friends here who love me
I'd rather see people who care
Believe me you've got to be lonely
If you're happy just when a rock's there
© 2005

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Souls intertwined to open your mind
Red and black design I find
Interestingly twisted, wicked
Dragons fighting endlessly
For the lifes of you and me
Shortly realize our fate
Stop the fighting and the hate
Twisted souls becoming one
Wings that glisten in the sun
I wonder what could come of this
Is there somthing I have missed?
In chronicles of life and death
I realise there is nothing left
© 2005

Day and Night

The night will become the day
The day will feed our joys
As all our sorrows fade away
At the birth of two baby boys

But day is soon consumed by night
And does sorrow return
We'll hide away until the day
Brings the light for which we yurn

A new day is upon us
And the boys have grown quite tall
The hunter and the hunted soon
Will bring a war upon all

The day will arise the hunt
The hunt will surely fail
But the saint will hunt the demon child
To find nothing but a trail

But when darkness thus does fall
The tables will then turn
The hunter will soon become the hunted
And a lesson will he learn

If then you try to fight him
Then you are who he'll want
And if you can't evade him
Then you may join his hunt

And soon the demon child will win
And day's grow cold and gray
As darness then consumes the light
And all will fade away
© 2005

Let Me Go, Set Me Free

If you love me set me fee
But I shall not return
If you love my let me go
Another lesson learned
If you love my let me go
For I just cannot stay
If you love me set me fee
And I'll be on my way
If you love my let me go
I know you love me still
If I still love you set me fee
And know I always will
© 2005

Butterflies and Samurai's

Butterflies
You give me butterflies
My Samurai
With sword so swift and words so sweet
You simply lift me off my feet
And into the oblivion
I love to feel the warmth within
My butterflies
You give me butterflies
My Samurai
Live with honor die with honor
Losing you would kill me
I'd be drowning in my tears
And consumed in all my fears
'Cause I truely need you here
With those butterflies
You give my butterflies
My Samurai
© 2005