Senses

Feel her pass and scream as she awakens
Feel her pulse slowly dying as she is taken away
Feel her heart stop as she gasps for air and chokes on your lies
The moon is above us, so let's give her a show.

See her stumble as she runs from the truth
See her slip as she tries to hold on
See her fall as she cries out for you
The moon is above us, so let's give her a show.

Hear her cry out as she sinks further
Hear her scream as she digs the knife into her wrist
Hear her crash as she breaks too late
The moon is above us, so let's give her a show.

Smell the gas as it leaks from the tank
Smell the smog as the ambulance rushes to the scene
Smell the burning flesh as the car explodes
The moon is above us, so let's give her a show.

Taste the salt as the tears run down cheeks pouring out of blind eyes
Taste the blood as it drip from the wrists of a thousand children soon to follow
Taste the vomit as you peek into the open casket of another forgotten soul
The moon is above us, so let's give her a show.
© 2005

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Posted 6/1/2005 12:30 AM by Hyasuma

Depression '05

I suppose, if I had it my way we'd still be together.
But I've learned nothing's what it seems.
I feel like I live in a dream world.
A dream world I built around myself to hide.
But I lost control. I can't find my happy ending.

(What would you want your happy ending to be?)

I just want to find "THE someone"
The one who takes my breathe away.
The one whe sends shivers through my body with one touch.
The one who makes my heart stop.
The one who makes me gasp for air
and it feels like i'm dying and yet
I know I'm alive because I'm with him.

I'm tired of thinking I found him I want to actually do it.
I 'm tired of imposters, I'm tired of tears, I'm tired of pain.
I wanna be happy now, when is it my turn?
(We don't get turns. This game doesn't work like that.)
I feel like everyone around me is happy.
I wanna join the winners circle.
I feel like I'm the only one still stuck at start
or maybe this car's out of gas 'cause i'm going nowhere.
I'M JUST SINKING.
© 2005

Puppet Dance

Useless, I feel like I just can't go on.
I'm a song no one sings, a melody no one knows.
No one here knows my name and no one seems to care
so I walk this road alone.

A lifeless doll hanging on a thread
Is my puppet dance good enough for you?

Worthless, I feel broken, taterd, torn.
I'm a fallen angel, wings broken, halo crooked.
No one here can save me and no one dares to try
so I fly no more.

A lifeless doll hanging on a thread
Is my puppet dance good enough for you?

Faithless, I feel betrayed, neglected, forsaken.
I am satan's spawn, lost, confused, shattered.
No one will take me in and no one feels pity
so I will die alone tonight.

A lifeless doll hanging on a thread
Is my puppet dance good enough for you?
© 2005

Feeling

Running through the rain.
Searching for what I thought I'd lost
And realizing
I never really had it in the first place

Seeing the one person
Who can kill me
Or give me the feeling that I am immortal
With just one glance

Getting lost in a sea
Of sound and emotion
Music that feels like it's coming out of my soul
Not just into my ears

Searching through old papers
Finding long lost memories
If only I could change the past
I wish I could have made it last
© 2005

Three Poems I Wrote for English-10

Mom

Childhood feels like being in your mother’s arms.
Away from harm, unalarmed, and safe.
Warm and caring, always there protecting,
Nursing, cherishing you. Not a thing comes first.
You are her sun, brightening her day
With a smile that takes the pain away.
One special place inside reserved for mom.
© 2005

Goodbye

I never thought I’d have to say goodbye.
I never thought I’d have to see this day
And as I watch you walk away I cry.

I don’t know how to stop you but I try.
I try so hard but don’t know what to say.
I never thought I’d have to say goodbye.

So every night I lay and wonder why.
‘Cause you and I can’t be happy this way
And as I watch you walk away I cry.

“I hope to be with you again”, I sigh.
Without you life will be black, white, and gray.
I never thought I’d have to say goodbye.

I wonder how you’d ever think that I
Could just stand here and watch you fade away
And as I watch you walk away I cry.

Inside I feel that I will slowly die.
I wish I knew a way to make you stay.
I never thought I’d have to say goodbye
And as I watch you walk away I cry.
© 2005

Change and Rearrange

If I could find a way, for you, I’d change.
I’d break each bone and rip my flesh apart
And pick the pieces up to rearrange.

My cupids Arrow’s slightly out of range.
It missed, with every shot, your wounded heart.
If I could find a way, for you, I’d change.

I’ll cut out all the pieces that Derange.
I’d come to you again with a new start
And pick the pieces up to rearrange.

Writing you love letters, surname: Lestrange.
Using big words just to sound smart.
If I could find a way, for you, I’d change.

In our hearts, love that we wish to exchange.
With you I pray that I will never part
And pick the pieces up to rearrange.

This thing inside I feel is just too strange.
Learning to love you so is like an art.
If I could find a way, for you, I’d change
And pick the pieces up to rearrange.

© 2005