Untitled 48

With this knife
In my hands
I take my life
And take a stand
For with this knife
That which I hold
The story of my pain unfolds
It's Shining blade
Now stained with blood
From many nights
Reminds me of
The things You've said
The things You've done
Things that this pain does come from
So with this knife
I make my way
From legs to wrist to throat
And when I die
Make from my bones
A big white rowing boat
And sail straight down that crimson sea
And promise that you'll wait for me
I may be dead but I will never leave you
© 2004

Untitled 47

Sing me a song of
Complete happiness...
Show me the way
To your arms
Tell me a lie
So sweet to these senses...
That I can die with a smile
Knowing I was loved
By your lies...
Draw me the lines
Of this storybook ending...
Tell me why it's my life you're defending
Tell me why you fight with yourself
Tell my why my heart sits on your shelf
Tell me why you pretend that you care...
Leave me to walk in this garden of lust and suicide...
Leave me to know that atleast you tried
Leave me alone here
Leave me to die
Abuse me with your words...
Atleast I know I can still feel...
© 2004

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this...
this is beautiful.
Posted 12/31/2004 5:11 AM by Dreemsleep

Winning Freedom

Sometimes I bend
Sometimes I break
When will it end
How long will it take
Just leave me alone
I just need to breathe
I just need to scream
I just need to bleed
Get out of my life
Before I try to take it
I'm beginning to hate you
It's not hard to fake it
You're making this easy
Just wait 'til I'm done
You 're failing to see that
I've already won
© 2004

Untitled 46

Life is full of mysterys
Life is full of things to see
To do, to deal with everyday
Sometimes I want to runaway
To hide until they go away
And then one day I learned
The thing for which I've yearned
And all I ever wanted
Was right in front of me
You drink the water...
You float away...
There is no time to runaway
Life is just a game you play
And I don't want to lose...
© 2004

Untitled 45

The stains comin' from my blood
Tell me "Go back home"...
The stains from salty tears
Tell you "Leave me alone"...
All that's left is me
And you'd still throw that away
That's why I'm leaving now
And there's nothing you can say
There's nothing you can do
To make me change my mind
Even without you here loveI think I'll be just fine
© 2004

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:yummy:gr8 poems again i like all muisic u put in all specially all americans resject :flirt:and Blink 182 i love so much lol !:cloud9::lovestruck:
Posted 12/28/2004 2:40 PM by care_bear06

Untitled 44

All the words will bleed from me
And I will think no more
All my thoughts will leave my head
As I walk through that door
All lifes burdens all my pain
All things that drive me insane
Anything and everything
And all that's left is you
You're the one thing I can't have
And the one that won't go away
And the only one
Who can make my dreams come true
Baby it's you
© 2004

Untitled 43

Right before the lord
I cut right through my vains
Right before the lord
I now releave my pain
As I lay down to sleep
I say a demon's prayer
As I lay down to sleep
I breathe the devil's air
And when I dream...
And when I dream...
And when I dream...
All Hell Breaks Loose
© 2004

Ashes

Midnight Ashes
Watch them burn
Flickers, flashes
Soon I'll learn
Nothings ment
To last forever
We're not ment
To be together
I was damned
To be alone

Romantic Ashes
In the air
Suddenly
I caught a stare
Could it be
True love is there
Or is it nothing
But a glare
Dark and cold
As stone

Midnight Ashes
Shining bright
If my true love
Is just in sight
Then I'll give in
Without a fight
And everything
Will be alright
'Cause I won't be
Alone
© 2004

"Crack my ribs and repair my broken heart"

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:sorry:Wow I liked that poem. Really nice. Sayonara
~Suichi Minamino
Posted 12/27/2004 4:00 AM by KuramaxHiei

Untitled 42

Give me your shoulder,
For I need to cry
All I could say was god
"Please tell me why"
Give me a hug,
Cause I feel I must die
And I know that you'll listen
When I hear you sigh

Tell me it's ok,
That I'll be alright
How can I possibly
Put up a fight
Give me some confidence,
To make it through the night
Happiness always so far
Out of sight

Wipe away tears,
From this cold, wet face
This is a dream
That I cannot erase
Tell me I can do this,
Live in this lonely place
Everythings ok
When I see your face

Hold me real tight,
Don't let me leave this land
And now I can see
That I don't understand
The tru love I seek
Right in front of me stands
And when I break tomorrow,
Please just hold my hand...
© 2004

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gr8 poems l luv'em lol
;) ~Sami~
Posted 12/24/2004 4:13 PM by care_bear06

I Thought...

I'm so done...
With everything and everyone
I thought if we could have some fun
I thought I'd be your only one
I thought that it would be ok
I thought you'd never go away
I thought... I thought... I thought...
© 2004

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heyy just random eprops and i just wanted to say that you are reallllly good with your poetry...
k well peace out
<3 kathryn
Posted 12/23/2004 3:19 PM by xFallingTooDeepx

Run

Drop top
No sound
Stop pop
Lost found
Tip dip
Rock and roll
Speed weed
Lose control
Smell feet
Eat wheat
Stained sheet
So sweet
Crazy
Daisy
Lazy
Hazey
Mixed up
Pick up
Kick up
Cute pup
RUN
© 2004

"Don't tell a soul... I'm dead inside without you"

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woah amazing poems =]
Posted 12/23/2004 2:27 AM by foreverlonely76

Fuck you, babe

Fuck you, babe
You're too late
Fuck you, babe
I can't wait
Fuck you, babe
Did me wrong
Fuck you, babe
That's our song
Fuck you, babe
I loved you
Fuck you, babe
I came through
Fuck you, babe
Now I know
Fuck you, babe
You let go

Fuck you, babe
© 2004

Untitled 41

Don't matter if you love me
(I know you never will)
Don't matter if I cry
(I know you'll never care)
'Cause no matter how you hurt me
(But dear I love you still)
I'll love you 'til I die
(Especially when you're there)
© 2004

Feline Addiction

Just hold me
Console me
Talk slowly
And show me
You care

In dispare
As they stare
Unaware
What we share
As we sit

Twisted shit
This is it
Never split
Never quit
We are free

He and She
They can see
You and me
We will be
Together

Forever
Whatever
The weather
So never
Give up

Look up
With luck
Don't fuck
This up
This time

You're mine
So fine
Devine
Feline
Addiction
© 2004

Untitled 40

I'd live for your smile
And die for your kiss
Now what my love
Do you think of this
Yes this is a twist
Am I on your list
Am I filled with it all
All of that which you've wished
Cuddly with soft skin
Snuggly, Warmth within
Fun to kiss, Somtimes kinky
Not often that stinky
Someone cute, Someone smart
And they know when to start
And to stop, Lots of spots
They can drop it like it's hot
Just to touch and to stare
Love the smell of their hair
I've got it, do you dare?
If I'm willing will you care
For me now and then
Atleast we'll still be friends
If things don't turn out
If our love burns out

I'll live for your smile
And die for your kiss
When we are together
It'll be pure bliss
Our love won't die
And we've finally
Got our piece of the pie
© 2004

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well hey, you dont know me but my name is heather and i LOVE your poem its absolutley awesuM!
Posted 12/22/2004 7:22 PM by torturedBYliving

erin?... hunni your poem is very pretty, who's it for?..*hugs* i love ya.. miss ya lots!! have a great christmas!
Posted 12/23/2004 11:05 AM by MizPirateMidget07

Knowledge (Wearing the Pain)

How will you know
I'm hurting if you
Cannot see my pain?

To wear it on my body
Tells what words
Cannot explain

But if you'd stop
And listen then you'd know
That that's not rain

How will you know
I'm hurting if you
Cannot see my pain?

To wear it on my body
Tells what words
Cannot explain

And if you look
Just glanced my way
You'd know that I'm not sane

How will you know
I'm hurting if you
Cannot see my pain?

To wear it on my body
Tells what words
Cannot explain

So when you first
Began to care
Make sure you let me know

How will you know
I'm hurting if you
Cannot see my pain?

To wear it on my body
Tells what words
Cannot explain

And when you know
You love me
I suggest you don't let go
© 2004

"Those who left me .. showed me that nothing is forever"

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:) i love the poem. May i subscribe?
Posted 12/21/2004 9:59 PM by xKissxMyxTearsx

Untitled 39

It's painful to say goodbye to someone
That you don't wanna let go
It's painful to say goodbye
And it's painful when they don't know
It's painful to let go
When you want your love to grow
But it's even more painful to ask someone to stay
When you know they won't
© 2004

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Wow another Taurus that writes really good poetry! Very nice I write it too, but the site I am using is on my feeling haha very nice tho ur really good.
~Shuichi Minamino
Posted 12/21/2004 5:46 PM by The_quiet_kitsune

Untitled 38

I've learned that sometimes
You just have to deal
This is my prayer
Before every last meal
"Dear lord I walk alone...
I'm so confused and lost...
I need some help to find my way
No matter what the cost"
But if I didn’t have my friends
Right by my side
Til our bitter ends
I dont know what would happen...
© 2004

A Christmas Wish

For Christmas
I want the doorbell to ring
And you to be there...
For Christmas
I want you to be there
And act like you care...
For Christmas
I want you to care
And just love me
So I guess for Christmas
I want a Miracle
© 2004

Untitled 37

I've got the itch
To kill that bitch
You lied to me
I tried to be
A good friend
But I won't fall again

I've got the itch
To kill that bitch
Your slogan was that
You liked Logan
And yet you betrayed me
And you did it daily

That bitch
She will give me that itch
Until she explains
Until she obtains
The meaning of honesty
When I can trust her
And rebuild or friendship again
© 2004

Cry

If I cried a thousand tears
Then I'd cry them over you
If I cried a thousand tears
Then I know just what I'd do
If I cried a thousand tears
Then I'd cry a thousand more
And I'd cry myself a river
And I'd cry it to your shore

And I'd cry right down that river
And I'd cry up to your door
And I'd flood your porch with tears
Still I'd cry forever more
I'd cry upon your window sile
And peer into the house
I'd cry and squeek and cry somemore
You'd think you heard a mouse
But I'd cry outside your window
'Til you slam the window shut
I'd cry by night and day
And you'd never shut me up

Yes I'd cry oustside your bedroom door
I'd cry and cry and cry somemore
I'll cry until you let me in
I'll cry until we're friends again
I'll cry until I make you see
That you dear, mean the world to me
© 2004

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Posted 12/15/2004 4:48 PM by MizPirateMidget07