Untitled 31

You should try
To justify
The types of things you do
I try to justify the things
I say and do for you
Try to justify the tries
Justifying all the lies
Just defy the rules and take a chance at
Just one glance at
Come and dance and view
Romance for two
Together you and I
We'll fly together
You and I so high
Toghether in this perfect weather
All there's left to do is cry
And sigh and think of you
And gaze up at the sky so blue

I like to glare
I like to stare
Into deep brown eyes
And short black hair
At candy lips
And golden skin
I want to feel the warmth within
Is it a sin
As I begin
To feel your touch
But not too much

Looks kill
Touch thrills
Sounds spill
Taste fills
Scents Chill
Cigarette smoke
Chalk dust
Laundry detergent
Gasoline
These are a few of my favorite things
Sure it's obserd
Fuck what you heard
It's what love smells like
I'm so phsyced
Yeah that's right
It's LOVE
© 2004

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hey heard you Went and saw the grudge..was it good ??
Well I hope it was fun
Well I hope you have a good week at school!!
Holla back

*j-Kwon!
Posted 10/25/2004 10:21 PM by Joo108

hey love the layout its really cool

i love you poetry also

very deep and beautiful

good job

*Torri*
Posted 10/26/2004 3:59 PM by MissAlwaysInvisible

thats sound so weird to me~
Posted 10/27/2004 10:54 AM by kaorulee

:RandoM props: Nice Xanga..Prop Me back pls
Posted 11/4/2004 1:06 PM by metab0lic666

Very nice...I enjoyed the flow of this especially. Great imagery as well
Posted 11/5/2004 5:18 PM by Beautiful_Loser7

Untitled XXX

Do not curse the darkness
When you can light a candle
I don't mean to hurt you
It can't be done...
My first true love..
And I know it
You're not like the others
I cared for them but not as deeply
It so hard to see you
It's so hard to talk to you
Have you changed
Do I know the person you are now...
Yes you are the person I fell in love with

Why is love so hard...
I never knew it could be
Like this so hard to see
The emotion... feelings behide love..
It changes people... makes them blind
It makes people do stupid things
Like care...

Worst part of liking you so much
You're one of my good friends..
I hope all that's not ruined now
Stay friends until the bitter end
Until you finally bend I know I lied
I'll always love you yes it's true
I love YOU and I will always
No matter what
I need you to know something though

You're special and
The nicest most caring
Person on this earth
For all it's worth
I hope you know
I am happy you were born
I try to show that without you today
I bet I'd be different
In every way you mean alot to me
Even though I show it too much...
It so hard to get over you
I really do hope you meet
The one that you dream of
Because you deserve the best
And It could always be me
But I'll give that a rest if you see
Then you'll see and maybe we will be
But if not then it's weird that I'm saying
Good luck though I won't give a fuck
About them your girlfriends I will hate them
I hope that soon we can talk like we did
A long time ago I guess we were just kids
Somethings change and I know that

The reason I'm so mad at you at the same time
Is that it seem to me you didn't care
I wasn't so special to you you weren't there
For me hardly ever I never deserved it
That's why I got mad and
Yes it's a spoiled reaction
I just wanted to be able to love you
And you love me in return
But I don't think that happened
Maybe I don't deserve
Your love...
Maybe I don't deserve it...
Maybe one day I will...
For now.. I won't focus on this
I'm sorry for causing this drama in your life
I'm taking a break from this
Before it breaks me but don't
You worry I'll be back wait and see
Just not as soon as usaully...
© 2004

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Posted 10/10/2004 3:23 PM by Broken_soul229

I like alot.. awesome.
Posted 10/19/2004 9:03 PM by Staples_then_inject

Untitled XXIX

A true friend is someone
Who reaches for your hand
And touches your heart
True love is when
You look in their eyes
And see their soul
It's when
They touch your cheek
And feel your pain
Take it away
And stop the rain
As you melt on their lips
And die in their arms
© 2004

Untitled XXVIII

I feel my luck could change
We're standing on the edge
The wind is the moon's imagination
I love the way you look at me
I love how complete I feel
When I am with you
I feel free don't you see
I love the way I fit in your arms that day
The first real hug you ever offered and gave
I love the way you make me laugh
I love the way your voice sounds over the phone
When we talk for a while and you hang up
To talk to another I know she's your lover...
I love how everytime I look at you,
You take my breath away
I love how I thank God everyday
For bringing someone as wonderful as you
Into my life
I love you just the way you are
But I wish you knew...

Wandering
It seeps through cracks, ripples the grass
Exploring the unknown
My love is my soul's imagination
I wish I could love how you love me
You don't
Wish we finish eachothers sentences
We don't
I love how I think that you`ll always be there
when I need you to be and that you'll always care
But I wanna know and you won't 'cause you don't
And I'd love the way you treat my friends
If you talked to them on odds and ends

How do I love you
Imagine
There... now we match
There's so much more...
But this is an eye-full for others reading it
And this is a pain for those who try to perseeve it
I'm feeling mixed feelings
Love is like falling off a cliff
Iit doesn't hurt until you hit the bottom
But when I hit just be there
Just be careful and tell me that it's ok
Please just stay here with me dear and
Speak with me before I die and listen to me
As I cry I'll tell you that no one will understand
There are only four questions of value in life

What is sacred
Of what is the spirit made
What is worth living for
And what is worth dying for
The answer to each is the same
Only Love
Only one true for each
One that's sent from above
And it's you and it's you and it's you
Damnit it's you you and me don't you see
I don't care what you wear how you talk
Or walk or your car or your job
Bout the gang or the mob or the dept
So don't sweat don't you get get it yet
Sometimes you gotta let your heart lead you
Even if it is somewhere your not supose to be
You give me nosegasums
You smell so good
Boys boys everywhere, but not a drop to date
And even when there's one drop left
I only want one mate
When you love someone
All your saved up wishes start coming out
Kill me... kill me again with love
Count Back The Weeks on Worried Fingers
It's gonna be a glorious day
© 2004

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hey, i really like ur site n 'specially ur poemz! xoxo, amy
Posted 10/7/2004 7:30 PM by DaOnEaNdOnLyBaByGrL

love isnt really meant for everyone..like me...but maybe its just waiting for u..u just gotta go out there and find it..or wait for it to find u..if it was meant for u it would be there...i just read ur lil note thing and i just wanted to responed to it..also ur poems r good..yea..well..im done now...

xX_BLoOdy_TeArZ_Xx
Posted 10/7/2004 7:35 PM by xX_BLoOdy_TeArz_Xx

Hey, I love your site..the skin is amazing,wow. That was a good little poem, sounded like a song. Was it a song? lol Check out my site, may I ask where you got your skin? I want to change my backround..
Posted 10/7/2004 8:25 PM by Broken_soul229

hey, i came across your site just now, love your background...your poems are quiet lovely....come visit sometime:)
Posted 10/9/2004 12:23 AM by dArK_cLoUdY_nItE

Untitled XXVII

The truth was a lie...
...And I wish...
I could take back...
All the words I said to you
The atmosphere of my being gone
Can only be described by Death
Life itself as the actions of Life
Lead to the birth of Death
If I'm going to die
I'll get to Hell on my own
I'm on a roll this time
© 2004

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i got grounded from the comp. so i didnt get them the past couple days, but they're really awesome ! good job !
Posted 10/7/2004 7:37 PM by x_onelastletdown

Untitled XXVI

I said that I don't need you
But I'm a liar.... I swear I do
Take me past the color of your eyes...
Away from all the lies
I've tried so hard to make you see
And now I'll let it be for me
I know now that my love is true
I know what I will give to you and now
I see that I should just stand back and take
A look at my mistakes and maybe
If I just stand by and baby if I dry those eyes
Then maybe you will understand
© 2004

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"Take me past the color of your eyes..."

...incredible line. This is a lovely, passionate write.

Love it.
Posted 10/7/2004 3:50 AM by Beautiful_Loser7

Untitled XXV

Is it that you hate me
Maybe you don't care
Is it just the way I walk
Or maybe it's my hair
Is it because I love you
Is it because I stare
Maybe it's the way I talk
Is it 'cause life's not fair
Wishing I would die instead
Of crying over you in bed
Is there nothing that you see in me
I would lose my virginity
If it would only make you see
That we were always ment to be
And if we do this tonight
It would all be alright
And you would be a part of me
And I a part of you
Forever true together you and I
I'll have yours and you'll have mine
Forever till the end of time
And in a way forever you'll be mine
© 2004

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*claps* Lovely. I enjoyed! :)
Posted 10/5/2004 5:38 PM by Staples_then_inject