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Do not curse the darkness
When you can light a candle
I don't mean to hurt you
It can't be done...
My first true love..
And I know it
You're not like the others
I cared for them but not as deeply
It so hard to see you
It's so hard to talk to you
Have you changed
Do I know the person you are now...
Yes you are the person I fell in love with

Why is love so hard...
I never knew it could be
Like this so hard to see
The emotion... feelings behide love..
It changes people... makes them blind
It makes people do stupid things
Like care...

Worst part of liking you so much
You're one of my good friends..
I hope all that's not ruined now
Stay friends until the bitter end
Until you finally bend I know I lied
I'll always love you yes it's true
I love YOU and I will always
No matter what
I need you to know something though

You're special and
The nicest most caring
Person on this earth
For all it's worth
I hope you know
I am happy you were born
I try to show that without you today
I bet I'd be different
In every way you mean alot to me
Even though I show it too much...
It so hard to get over you
I really do hope you meet
The one that you dream of
Because you deserve the best
And It could always be me
But I'll give that a rest if you see
Then you'll see and maybe we will be
But if not then it's weird that I'm saying
Good luck though I won't give a fuck
About them your girlfriends I will hate them
I hope that soon we can talk like we did
A long time ago I guess we were just kids
Somethings change and I know that

The reason I'm so mad at you at the same time
Is that it seem to me you didn't care
I wasn't so special to you you weren't there
For me hardly ever I never deserved it
That's why I got mad and
Yes it's a spoiled reaction
I just wanted to be able to love you
And you love me in return
But I don't think that happened
Maybe I don't deserve
Your love...
Maybe I don't deserve it...
Maybe one day I will...
For now.. I won't focus on this
I'm sorry for causing this drama in your life
I'm taking a break from this
Before it breaks me but don't
You worry I'll be back wait and see
Just not as soon as usaully...
© 2004

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