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Live in the day and capture the moment.
Freeze it, hold it inside each emotion you feel
As you mold it to form what now seems is
A dream to disprove that reality's real.

"You're supposed to be unhappy forever"
How clever of you to choose my destiny.
Why don't you take the rest of me
feed it to the beast you call your god.


You want me to break from the pressure,
you want me to crumble. But it takes so much more
to undo this beautiful puzzle. A painting of what true beauty is
in the eyes of this fucked up reality.


I only speak from my heart and my heart doesn't lie
it just breaks sometimes. Sometimes it cries out to me
a burning message. "Don't run from yourself
or the truth that you seek but instead from the dream of reality"

Alone in a room with four walls and no doors.
No windows, no floor, suspended in darkness.
Remember the friends in the poetry you lived.
Remember when your dreams were reality.
© 2005