You Get What You Deserve

This pain inside is too much
This time I'll just let the tears fall
I long for your tender touch
As my fist pounds into the wall
And as I think about it
My insides begin to crawl

Blood drips from a crippled grip
As I fall to my knees
I find myself screaming, begging
God please just kill me, let me Die

I don't want to cry anymore
I don't want to hurt
I know they say that life's not fair
But is this my just deserts?
© 2004